I loved the imaginary
Who seemed necessary
I wanted one dream ordinary
From who seemed out of ordinary
Yet i reached nothing but vanity
I did go far, beyond far, for you to became my reality
Already i suffered, yet i'm in pain ain't gonna end legendary
I'm the one talks only Likely because i'm too lonely Thanks but maybe another time really I will reach that destination slowly With you or without you it's lovely We will shine brightly
No one can cease the revolution
Since there's always evolution
Today seems like nothing changed
Yet white is grayish, the gray is blacker
And when it's clouded or darker
Wish for the rain even better pray to be enlightened
These lines are from the kinght fallen
You know y, you know m'e, which one of us hidden
Forever love
Forever Monalise
Graywolf was here
...
So many names i have yet i call myself the pathfinder
To find the rightest way i should walk i'm the moon i'm the walker
To keep on walking i need to choose what's righter who's whiter
Sometimes towards The East, some other time to The West
Yet i always feel The North is the rightest
I wanna be The North's shield, i wanna be The North's brightest
Written 3 December 17h44, Piata Romana, McDo, Bucharest, Romania
A lion from a cat you've said A wolf from a bird i've claimed Birds flew away, wolves ran fast I know i deserved the best that's why i flied away I know you cared that's why i tried You know the best, the best of the bests You'll know it's over, when wolf ran away
Written 3 December, 16h50, Bucharest, Romania Café Révolution
There is an i, it's lonesome There is no i, united we are We are together, whether apart or two hands in one We beam like the sun, whenever the moon is white Dark side of the moon, we know all at once We never saw, we never looked, we exist, when we are together We are in a state of trance, wake us up, when everything is over
Trickier it got yet i didn't listen what you meant
Do not come my broken heart that's as far as we can get
Only 635Km it is, i hope you'll need what you've got
i live without acting
not possible acting without hurting
i'm hurting without intending
yet i wanted belonging
owning somebody without forcing
already forcing with the insisting
demands no more it's time for leaving
lyrics In the sky stars shutter, the moon sinks below I’ve been watching you, in the morning glow Your heart is beating, synchronous with mine You feel divine, I want this all the time. The light bends round you, in a mortal flame A bird pulled to sea, still I overcame Your magnetic north, keeps my bearings straight Into your arms my love I want you all the time (This) Crashing within me No words to say, I can’t speak You’re like me, a little crazy With you, I’m happy. Exploding inside me No words to say, I can’t speak You’re like me, a little crazy Stem the tides, this hearts ready
"Not only the thirsty seek the water, the water as well seeks the thirsty."
-Rumi An angel should have wings Wings to remind her who she is Wings to let her fly away when troubled she is Wings to fly her lover when cheerful she is
I should have walked away sooner
Warned several times later
Now i seek some dignity
When i lost all my prodigy
I'm lost may never be found
I lost my way all strings bound
Go to someone who deserves you
Love someone who can get to you
PS: I can feel anyway i want, nobody i mean nobody can tell anyone, don't feel that Feelings has no sense - that's the catch Humankind is an emotional, yet reasonable, yet social and also destructive animal. ... I think we shouldn't want some things out of our reach. No matter how hard u thought u tried. Some not meant to be. Accept more maybe you will have peace after all.
In Greek mythology, the Sirens (Greek singular: Σειρήν Seirēn; Greek plural: Σειρῆνες Seirēnes) were dangerous yet beautiful creatures, who lured nearby sailors with their enchanting music and voices to shipwreck on the rocky coast of their island. Roman poets placed them on some small islands called Sirenum scopuli. In some later, rationalised traditions, the literal geography of the "flowery" island of Anthemoessa, or Anthemusa, is fixed: sometimes on Cape Pelorum and at others in the islands known as the Sirenuse, near Paestum, or in Capreae. All such locations were surrounded by cliffs and rocks. Source: en.wikipedia.org/Siren
If someone is far
she/he can be independent from others
If someone is far
she/he can be safe from agony
if she/he is free and safer relatively
she/he will be prosperous
this is the way it has been
this is another way
you walk or you stand still
this is your way
and i have still no way out
blocking your way and my way
"Un paradigme est une représentation du monde, une manière de voir les choses, un modèle cohérent de vision du monde qui repose sur une base définie (matrice disciplinaire, modèle théorique ou courant de pensée). C'est une forme de rail de la pensée dont les lois ne doivent pas être confondues avec celles d'un autre paradigme et qui, le cas échéant, peuvent aussi faire obstacle à l’introduction de nouvelles solutions mieux adaptées. Cette notion est rattachée à celle d'idéologie, au sens de la science des idées, des représentations. Le paradigme au sens collectif est un système de représentations largement accepté dans un domaine particulier. Cela dit, les paradigmes tendent à différer selon les groupes sociaux et à changer dans le temps en fonction de l'évolution des connaissances (cas notamment des paradigmes scientifiques)."
Vazgeçtim
Ben özellikle gönül isinde hiç mi hiç aklımı kullanmam
Sanki kullanırsam baska bir adam olacagimdan korkarım
Ve kabul etmek gerek bu yol hep çıkmaz bir sokak kaldı
Bloga takılmayın kendini sair sananın dedikleri anlık duygulardır
Herhalde hayatımdaki o tür bir kaybı ancak böyle bir rüyayla atlatırdım
Siz benim için bir rüya kalacaksınız
Ve büyük ihtimalle dogrusu da bu olacaktır
Gerçi ben ying yang'ın merkezinden geçen her dogrunun
Yarı yarıya kestiginin de bilincediyim ama bazı seylerde
Nasıl yaptıgınızla alakalıdır
Dogrular yanlıs ifade edilebilir
Yanlıslar dogrulara sürükleyebilir
Mantıklı olmanız sizi kurtaracaktır
Duygusal kalmamsa beni yıkacak besbelli
Ben böyle zamanlarda kapıları kapatırım
Ve gelene gidene kapıyı çalana aldırmam
Bu benim için ise yaradı yine yaracaktır umarım
En güzel analizi
Yaptı Oblomov'un kedisi
Vallahi ciddi dedi ki
Ben begendim yani
O kadar çok korkutmusuz yaralamısız ki
Biz degil tabi ki
Ama miras kalıyor esek kim yalan diyebilir ki
Güzel gözlü narin gülümseli
Gördün ya da duydun mu sana laf ettirdigimi
Ona buna gülümsedigimi
Kendi gözlerinle görmedin mi
Sana bile bakmaya cekindigimi
Fırsat gelmez mi
Geldi inan ki
Ama gönül istedi
Bir defa çay içmeyi
Neden vuruldu bilmem ki
O bir andı dedim hayat gelip geçici
Ögüdümü tut erkek dedigin bilhassa it ve itici
Sakın bana bile inanma dersem benim sahici
Tam da bu yüzden seni keske sevebilmeliydi
Ama kanmadin veya inanmadin ki
Sen sadece ol seni hakedeninki
Tamam mı
Bitti mi
Ben uyuyum biraz belki de gecer bu hal geçici
Haber gelmez artık olmaz rast gelmez
Birgün duyayım iyi haberini
O ne gülümseme ya
Nasıl bir anlam gizli
Sorsan büyük ihtimal de çirkin bulur kendisini
Asil esas ve aslı olaganüstü
Zaten hayat yoldasi dedi ki
Tam senin tipin
Ayni zamanda koruyucudur bekleyici
Dedi birak bu isi
Nasil dinleyeyim ki
Burnunun dikine gitmeye asık çok hevesli
O hayatımın diregi
Yegenimin bekçisi
Aynı zamanda bırak da demisti
Teknopark'taki isleri
Ama sen ordaydın ve sana sen bakmazken bakmayı çok özlüyordum üf o da bitti
Bloklasa zaten isim bitti
Ve inanin ki beni hiç kimse öylesine güzel reddetmedi
PS: Hakkaten zaman yolculugu lazımdır o ana git kal o bakista bes dak'ka
O söz o kelam o kibarlık masuk bambaska
O yüzden herhalde aldi çiçegi haketti ya da haketmedi O dosdogru ben yalnız bir dogru belki Ya da baska türlü kesfedemedimki Ögrenmeliyim ve ders cıkarmalıyım Bilmeliyim belki sahiden vazgeçmeyi Ya da cidden istedigimi gerine gerine dile getirmeyi Can cikar huy cikmaz demislerdi Yaktim bileti istemedim o telefon numarasını Ve yine yeniden Ve yine Ve yeniden ... .. .
I don't think anyone will be
I don't believe anyone will dare
I know some who cared
Yet nothing changes
A canceled flight
Another broken promise
They do say i quit so much
And i never gave up at the same time
That means really
I never go far
And i can't go back
I'm really the one in between
But always in nowhere
Always in another way
May it be wrong or right
I only walk like i did today
Now maybe just maybe
Time came to rest again really
Normally takes two years but longer can be
I did before you either believe this poker face
Or see what my heart meant in a glance i hid from you
Hey i set you free
You'll be the one to fly to me or by me
PS: Because if you really love someone
You set her free and wait like a patient wolf
As our common friend once told you
I'm patient, and you're worthy!
Pax orienta was a private blog at first,
a log maybe to not to forget what i wrote,
u know a notebook can get lost,
words must be kept like a treasure,
i always keep at least try to keep my promises,
and in order to keep this post at the top of the page,
if you won't help and make this one the most popular lol,
i'll write no more,
i want her to see this everytime she got a bad mood,
she's smart,
every smart person got troubles,
i'm smartish,
i can be the cure,
if not gonna help her me being with her,
let it be that way...
but my love,
leave it to me the choice God gave me,
i chose to love you already...
Forever Love Forever Mona
PS: drink some water, more water yeah... tea is ok i mean but a little water... yeah a slip today, tomorrow two slips...
"Rome isn't built in a day" -latin proverb æ | akgunerhan
Yet it's also a right to stay like anybody... Gandhi said it rightfully: "An eye for an eye will make the whole world blind"... Blind we are... Yet hope has God upon us... I listened Christian themed songs since 1999, some do have good lyrics like "Trust in the lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding..." like Quran says "You are not given the ability to understand someways that are beyond your capacity", so we lean not on our own understanding... People here mostly ignorant too...
It's common not to google but listen to what the TV is saying...
The best things in the world are for free, so i see likely no one in a free conference... And many people are in cafés/bars/restaurants which are talking about you know what A said about B... Yeah also C said sth about u and i'm so trustable that i'm telling u that...
II. The Climate Change
We postponed the most important stuff in the world in G20 meeting in Antalya, Turkey: The Climate Change to have the security we demolished by ourselves... Talked about many things, FED maybe, or Turkey canceling a military bargain...
And the climate change,
do you know which are the 10 biggest companies of the world?
Google it... Wikipedia has the list...
We will read... We have so many troubles to fix... III. The Refugees Turkey officially has 40% of the total Syrian refugees, Only 5 countries in the world has the 95%, when they cross an egocentric border like The Holy Humanist Europe, then we suddenly have a refugee crisis, Turkey spent 5 billion$ for a year, we had ~800 billion$ nominal GDP, with USDTRY going from 2,6500 to maybe 3,0000 in average for calculations next year (3,07 highest/now 2,8600ish we will have maybe more than 600 billion$ GDP nominal) and my government is failed in a recent research by corruption.... We're corrupted as well... "Still better than being clean but the egocentric one..." Sorry about this but nowadays ISIS is my new neighbour... And i talked to Syrian refugees... Unlike them i gave their children some candy...
What if you've said yes instead of no
What if you could have given a chance to us
I could have been or not up in the air now
You could have been someone significant now
***
Who has time
Who hasn't got prejudices
Who has guts to tell you
Who has that kind of a patience
æ | akgunerhan
airliners.net
forget the dream pain no more *** the lone wolf long gone now sorry about that i'm just a broken heart with hunger for love
Suya kaleler yazdık
Fethet diye bekledik
Kendimiz kurduk
Kendimiz sildik
Deger mi sizi sevmeye
Bir de gönül vermeye
Kırık kalpler sokagının müdavimi olmaya
i'm no white, a darkish gray or a reddish blue i'm no rumi, nor wanted to be forget about the tea u always loved a cup of coffee but i have words to keep like i had losses to weep it's up to u, would u mind "not to wait but walk with me
Dogruyu yanlısı bilsem
Ah bilsem de seçsem
Gezmekle okumak arasında
Bir yol olsa da ona yürüsem
Çay bahcesine ne gerek
Muhabbete seni gerek
Su içsek yeterdi
Sözümü mü çignesem
Gönlümü mü bırakıp gitsem
With you everything made sense
Without you i'm not lost yet
With you i'll be maybe happy but
Without you sure i'll live
With you i can not lead maybe
Without you i won't know where to lead
With you dreams can come true
Without you i'll be thankful what it had been
With you i'll have no pain
Without you the pain will be my simple joy
