"Not only the thirsty seek the water, the water as well seeks the thirsty."
-Rumi An angel should have wings Wings to remind her who she is Wings to let her fly away when troubled she is Wings to fly her lover when cheerful she is
I should have walked away sooner
Warned several times later
Now i seek some dignity
When i lost all my prodigy
I'm lost may never be found
I lost my way all strings bound
Go to someone who deserves you
Love someone who can get to you
PS: I can feel anyway i want, nobody i mean nobody can tell anyone, don't feel that Feelings has no sense - that's the catch Humankind is an emotional, yet reasonable, yet social and also destructive animal. ... I think we shouldn't want some things out of our reach. No matter how hard u thought u tried. Some not meant to be. Accept more maybe you will have peace after all.
In Greek mythology, the Sirens (Greek singular: Σειρήν Seirēn; Greek plural: Σειρῆνες Seirēnes) were dangerous yet beautiful creatures, who lured nearby sailors with their enchanting music and voices to shipwreck on the rocky coast of their island. Roman poets placed them on some small islands called Sirenum scopuli. In some later, rationalised traditions, the literal geography of the "flowery" island of Anthemoessa, or Anthemusa, is fixed: sometimes on Cape Pelorum and at others in the islands known as the Sirenuse, near Paestum, or in Capreae. All such locations were surrounded by cliffs and rocks. Source: en.wikipedia.org/Siren
If someone is far
she/he can be independent from others
If someone is far
she/he can be safe from agony
if she/he is free and safer relatively
she/he will be prosperous
this is the way it has been
this is another way
you walk or you stand still
this is your way
and i have still no way out
blocking your way and my way
"Un paradigme est une représentation du monde, une manière de voir les choses, un modèle cohérent de vision du monde qui repose sur une base définie (matrice disciplinaire, modèle théorique ou courant de pensée). C'est une forme de rail de la pensée dont les lois ne doivent pas être confondues avec celles d'un autre paradigme et qui, le cas échéant, peuvent aussi faire obstacle à l’introduction de nouvelles solutions mieux adaptées. Cette notion est rattachée à celle d'idéologie, au sens de la science des idées, des représentations. Le paradigme au sens collectif est un système de représentations largement accepté dans un domaine particulier. Cela dit, les paradigmes tendent à différer selon les groupes sociaux et à changer dans le temps en fonction de l'évolution des connaissances (cas notamment des paradigmes scientifiques)."
Vazgeçtim
Ben özellikle gönül isinde hiç mi hiç aklımı kullanmam
Sanki kullanırsam baska bir adam olacagimdan korkarım
Ve kabul etmek gerek bu yol hep çıkmaz bir sokak kaldı
Bloga takılmayın kendini sair sananın dedikleri anlık duygulardır
Herhalde hayatımdaki o tür bir kaybı ancak böyle bir rüyayla atlatırdım
Siz benim için bir rüya kalacaksınız
Ve büyük ihtimalle dogrusu da bu olacaktır
Gerçi ben ying yang'ın merkezinden geçen her dogrunun
Yarı yarıya kestiginin de bilincediyim ama bazı seylerde
Nasıl yaptıgınızla alakalıdır
Dogrular yanlıs ifade edilebilir
Yanlıslar dogrulara sürükleyebilir
Mantıklı olmanız sizi kurtaracaktır
Duygusal kalmamsa beni yıkacak besbelli
Ben böyle zamanlarda kapıları kapatırım
Ve gelene gidene kapıyı çalana aldırmam
Bu benim için ise yaradı yine yaracaktır umarım
En güzel analizi
Yaptı Oblomov'un kedisi
Vallahi ciddi dedi ki
Ben begendim yani
O kadar çok korkutmusuz yaralamısız ki
Biz degil tabi ki
Ama miras kalıyor esek kim yalan diyebilir ki
Güzel gözlü narin gülümseli
Gördün ya da duydun mu sana laf ettirdigimi
Ona buna gülümsedigimi
Kendi gözlerinle görmedin mi
Sana bile bakmaya cekindigimi
Fırsat gelmez mi
Geldi inan ki
Ama gönül istedi
Bir defa çay içmeyi
Neden vuruldu bilmem ki
O bir andı dedim hayat gelip geçici
Ögüdümü tut erkek dedigin bilhassa it ve itici
Sakın bana bile inanma dersem benim sahici
Tam da bu yüzden seni keske sevebilmeliydi
Ama kanmadin veya inanmadin ki
Sen sadece ol seni hakedeninki
Tamam mı
Bitti mi
Ben uyuyum biraz belki de gecer bu hal geçici
Haber gelmez artık olmaz rast gelmez
Birgün duyayım iyi haberini
O ne gülümseme ya
Nasıl bir anlam gizli
Sorsan büyük ihtimal de çirkin bulur kendisini
Asil esas ve aslı olaganüstü
Zaten hayat yoldasi dedi ki
Tam senin tipin
Ayni zamanda koruyucudur bekleyici
Dedi birak bu isi
Nasil dinleyeyim ki
Burnunun dikine gitmeye asık çok hevesli
O hayatımın diregi
Yegenimin bekçisi
Aynı zamanda bırak da demisti
Teknopark'taki isleri
Ama sen ordaydın ve sana sen bakmazken bakmayı çok özlüyordum üf o da bitti
Bloklasa zaten isim bitti
Ve inanin ki beni hiç kimse öylesine güzel reddetmedi
PS: Hakkaten zaman yolculugu lazımdır o ana git kal o bakista bes dak'ka
O söz o kelam o kibarlık masuk bambaska
O yüzden herhalde aldi çiçegi haketti ya da haketmedi O dosdogru ben yalnız bir dogru belki Ya da baska türlü kesfedemedimki Ögrenmeliyim ve ders cıkarmalıyım Bilmeliyim belki sahiden vazgeçmeyi Ya da cidden istedigimi gerine gerine dile getirmeyi Can cikar huy cikmaz demislerdi Yaktim bileti istemedim o telefon numarasını Ve yine yeniden Ve yine Ve yeniden ... .. .
I don't think anyone will be
I don't believe anyone will dare
I know some who cared
Yet nothing changes
A canceled flight
Another broken promise
They do say i quit so much
And i never gave up at the same time
That means really
I never go far
And i can't go back
I'm really the one in between
But always in nowhere
Always in another way
May it be wrong or right
I only walk like i did today
Now maybe just maybe
Time came to rest again really
Normally takes two years but longer can be
I did before you either believe this poker face
Or see what my heart meant in a glance i hid from you
Hey i set you free
You'll be the one to fly to me or by me
PS: Because if you really love someone
You set her free and wait like a patient wolf
As our common friend once told you
I'm patient, and you're worthy!
Pax orienta was a private blog at first,
a log maybe to not to forget what i wrote,
u know a notebook can get lost,
words must be kept like a treasure,
i always keep at least try to keep my promises,
and in order to keep this post at the top of the page,
if you won't help and make this one the most popular lol,
i'll write no more,
i want her to see this everytime she got a bad mood,
she's smart,
every smart person got troubles,
i'm smartish,
i can be the cure,
if not gonna help her me being with her,
let it be that way...
but my love,
leave it to me the choice God gave me,
i chose to love you already...
Forever Love Forever Mona
PS: drink some water, more water yeah... tea is ok i mean but a little water... yeah a slip today, tomorrow two slips...
"Rome isn't built in a day" -latin proverb æ | akgunerhan
Yet it's also a right to stay like anybody... Gandhi said it rightfully: "An eye for an eye will make the whole world blind"... Blind we are... Yet hope has God upon us... I listened Christian themed songs since 1999, some do have good lyrics like "Trust in the lord with all your heart, lean not on your own understanding..." like Quran says "You are not given the ability to understand someways that are beyond your capacity", so we lean not on our own understanding... People here mostly ignorant too...
It's common not to google but listen to what the TV is saying...
The best things in the world are for free, so i see likely no one in a free conference... And many people are in cafés/bars/restaurants which are talking about you know what A said about B... Yeah also C said sth about u and i'm so trustable that i'm telling u that...
II. The Climate Change
We postponed the most important stuff in the world in G20 meeting in Antalya, Turkey: The Climate Change to have the security we demolished by ourselves... Talked about many things, FED maybe, or Turkey canceling a military bargain...
And the climate change,
do you know which are the 10 biggest companies of the world?
Google it... Wikipedia has the list...
We will read... We have so many troubles to fix... III. The Refugees Turkey officially has 40% of the total Syrian refugees, Only 5 countries in the world has the 95%, when they cross an egocentric border like The Holy Humanist Europe, then we suddenly have a refugee crisis, Turkey spent 5 billion$ for a year, we had ~800 billion$ nominal GDP, with USDTRY going from 2,6500 to maybe 3,0000 in average for calculations next year (3,07 highest/now 2,8600ish we will have maybe more than 600 billion$ GDP nominal) and my government is failed in a recent research by corruption.... We're corrupted as well... "Still better than being clean but the egocentric one..." Sorry about this but nowadays ISIS is my new neighbour... And i talked to Syrian refugees... Unlike them i gave their children some candy...
What if you've said yes instead of no
What if you could have given a chance to us
I could have been or not up in the air now
You could have been someone significant now
***
Who has time
Who hasn't got prejudices
Who has guts to tell you
Who has that kind of a patience
æ | akgunerhan
airliners.net
forget the dream pain no more *** the lone wolf long gone now sorry about that i'm just a broken heart with hunger for love
Suya kaleler yazdık
Fethet diye bekledik
Kendimiz kurduk
Kendimiz sildik
Deger mi sizi sevmeye
Bir de gönül vermeye
Kırık kalpler sokagının müdavimi olmaya
i'm no white, a darkish gray or a reddish blue i'm no rumi, nor wanted to be forget about the tea u always loved a cup of coffee but i have words to keep like i had losses to weep it's up to u, would u mind "not to wait but walk with me
Dogruyu yanlısı bilsem
Ah bilsem de seçsem
Gezmekle okumak arasında
Bir yol olsa da ona yürüsem
Çay bahcesine ne gerek
Muhabbete seni gerek
Su içsek yeterdi
Sözümü mü çignesem
Gönlümü mü bırakıp gitsem
With you everything made sense
Without you i'm not lost yet
With you i'll be maybe happy but
Without you sure i'll live
With you i can not lead maybe
Without you i won't know where to lead
With you dreams can come true
Without you i'll be thankful what it had been
With you i'll have no pain
Without you the pain will be my simple joy
Whitie was here For only you to see Erhan was in love For only you to feel Peace in mind i wished For only you to have Mon'amour was who's worth For only you to know
if i ever did sth to get u upset
i'm sorry
i'll sleep soon hopefully
seven days straight
know your worth
the one and only
the one deserves all i am
the one deserves all i ever be
All fine All gonna be better than fine There was an uncrossed line Here i am behind bars but i'm still online I'm from the land has been Byzantine But now istanbul or âstâne We love to move the hardest stone And find the hidden celestine In the end best guess i have that she is mine
I love wise
He knows nothing
I love 9
Always incomplete
I love to shuffle
Offers something new
I love l'université galatasaray
Gives hope everytime i encountered
I love the unfair, the wrong, the small and the shameless
Always lead me to one truth
There's another way!
One and only!
The Way!
Mustafa Kemal ATATÜRK 19/05/1881 - 10/11/1938 Founder of The Republic of Turkey
Mustafa Kemal read Jean-Jacques Rousseau's Contrat Social
in one night before we found our Republic of Turkey
No matter what happens now and then
We will be victorious
By following his footsteps
We will be greater
Trust me
&
Believe me
It's gonna be all fine...
Better than fine...
æ | reborn
Recommended readings by Mr. Ahmet KUYAŞ, Professor in Université Galatasaray, specialized in History of Turkish Revolution
-AYDEMIR, Sevket Süreyya, The Single Man (Mustafa Kemal Atatürk), 3 Volumes -KINROSS, Lord, A Biography of Mustafa Kemal, Father of Modern Turkey -MANGO, Andrew, The Biography of the Founder of Modern Turkey 1923 - ...
Yanarım gün geçtikçe
Ömür tükendikçe
Aldatmadım aldandım çok kere
Oynamadım siz istedikçe
Acınız tükendi mi asıkları ezdikçe
Gidin dermanınıza gücünüz yettikçe
Beni benimle bırakın sönerim eskidikçe
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When you needed it the most
Winter is coming
When u miss it the most
Leaves are falling
When u gave up for good
Last jedi standing appears
When u thought u were beaten for good
Lone wolf leads
"Did u ever heard how wolves protect the valuable?
When a wolf pack moves...
The first 3-4 are old ones, they're volunteered to die...
The sacrifice...
Then Fighter Squadron #1, young & powerful...
In the middle children and mothers... The valuable...
Tail is Fighter Squadron #2... Again powerful & young..."
Patience is the key
Tke key for the one dreamy
Believe me she is worthy
Gonna look into her eyes silently
And touch her lips in a way heavenly
Her hands in mine we will be legendary
Az olanı sakınır
Çoksa dagıtırız
Azsa özenir
Çoksa kırar geçeriz
O yüzden belki de çokça sevdik
Korkmadık ve yeniliverdik
Çoktu paylastık
Ve azla yetinmedik
Umudumuzu kaybetmedik
Bir çatısma kaybettik
Savasmaktan vazgeçmedik
