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RO'ad Trips


Fail me one more time
Let go of me

Give me a sign
My timeless efforts worth a dime?

You take my soul
Shouting one word afraid, scared, fear!

Taking love for granted
All alone with an image behind the mirror

Like there is a possibility
Between dots and commas

I'm wishing there were infinite integers
Between gone and left behind

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Rain


Like raindrops from the sky
Change comes with small steps
No one can alter the change
When rain turns into the storm
All the world can change around us
While we are in the eye of the storm
When you're in the depths of my heart

Forever Love
Forever M&E

Love is...


Love is...
In every breathe you take
In the every step i take

Love is...
In the silence of two voices
In the eyes of two souls

Mon'incendie


A love never dies
They call it forever love
Like never gonna find it
I searched it all my life

Now she's with me
I'll never let her down
At last she and i together
I'll never let her go

Her honesty over my patience
My jealousy over her madness
Her smile makes poems out of me
Our sacrifices grown our love farther, greater, brighter

Now i know we're gonna make it
I know cause i believe in us
Now she knows we're gonna make it
She knows cause she has faith in us

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Önemi yok


Sadece yüzünü biliyorken
Neden rüyalarımdaydı
Kader, bir isaret gökten?

Sadece ismini ögrenmisken
Neden dua ettim
Gizeminden, güzelliginin büyüsünden?

Sadece sessiz ve kibirliyken o
Neden ısrar ettim
Bilinmezin çekimi, aklıllının deliliginden?

Weird thing is...


Does silence means there's no story?
An untold story never happened?
When love comes, does she gotta care?
Words been said but never listened to
Sitting alone and gazing in the dark
I'm heard but never known
Tonight between sky and earth
No difference in me Up or Down
Lost between clouds
No matter how hard i try
Falling 'n falling in speed of Love
 I know she ain't ready to catch shooting stars

Angel Wings


An addiction to her presence
In my mind there is absence
Words clinched
Eyes closed
Prayed upon God for guidance
Creator of the skies
Let her be safe, let her be okay
I can endure this endless silence
Ruining my time in nanoseconds

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View from a balcony


Somewhere between the galaxies
Choice and providence
Disbelief and confidence

Recurring memories in my mind
Fragments of disappointments
Shining lights of candles

All i was, all i am, all i ever be
Every synapse, every heartbeat, in every moment
I'm lost in your eyes, found in your daydreams



 Forever Love
 Forever Mon'Ange 

Lost & Found


You reached out to me
While drowning in the narrow sea
I don't know why you tried to rescue me
What's the reason you love me maybe
I play darkness when you shined upon me
In a deserted shore, you've found me
I revived by your voice
Your words pass through me
Without you, there's no i
Without us, there's no life



Waves


One unprecedented day
Come to my abode
Be a storm in my temple
Be the dawn for my serenity
Rough edges meet ocean
Shattered stones turn into sand
Walk with me until i'm gone
I'll come back for our story
My love, my soul, my angel
Seal the book after me

The knot


I loved a dream
Lost in its foggy fragments
The dream loved me
A pearl hidden in depths of uncertanity
I sought the dream
A battle between rain, fire, storm and me
The dream started to dissolve in reality
Doubtful to be found in secrecy

All for nothing


A girl with golden hair
Walking out a bar
Lonely like i
Tired, given up
Running after her
But my prayers didn't help
The beauty got in a black car
To hug her kitten, feed her dog
After rain and rainbows
I have waken up in tears
Yet i hoped without knowing
Why you weren't
Yet i hoped without understanding
Why i was

Forever Love
💕
Forever Love



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Içim sokaksız bir sehir


O kadar çok sevdim ki seni
Alevleri eritiyor bedenimi
Kavusamayacagız belki de
Korkum hiç görememek gözlerini

 Nasıl olurda sen varsın
Bir seher vaktinde, bir yavru kedinin yürüyüsünde
Artık rüyalarımda da yoksun
Gitme n'olur kal, en azından hatıra tebessümün

#563


Izlemiyorsun yıldızları
Sesleneceklerinden mi korkuyorsun
Neden kaldın bıraktıgım yerde
Zincirlerimi kırıyorsun

Bir an evvel


Günbegün bir hayal yakamda
Bir rüzgar umudu kırık bir fırtına
Yürüyordum gölgelerim arkamda
Girerken sonsuz yalnızlıga

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A soul walking by


You walk through the road
Expecting a harbor, an ocean
You want something in a limited journey
To find a town, a house, a home

Step by step
Heavier the rain
Day by day
Heavier the weight

Without darkness there's no light
Without doubt there's no faith
We are on our own and connected
We fail, we fail again, our hopes & dreams on survival

End of War


Silence, the best sound there is, yet
Why you have words of your own
Letting go will give peace yet
My inner voice shouting to hold on
Giving up on this dream is so hard
While dying to know who you really are
People love what they fought for
I reached the farthest edge for love
That's me now, crushed, beaten but standing
No matter what you're forgiven
Decide now and we're even



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Hope


If your heart broken, you love unconditionally
You risk your heart, you put your energy in
If you fell apart, you are a dreamer
You risk your life, you believe in
Every winner lost thousand battles
Every happy ending put a thousand broken dreams aside
Have patience, faith, keep dreaming big
You'll never know where, when, how
Happiness at the door, keep knocking

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Happy, hopeful days & nights, Kutos!

Forever love


As if i hold you even once
I seek your lovely arms
Like i kissed you even once in my life
I miss kissing your lovely lips
We can't stay as a dream
I won't accept this pain in my heart
We were meant to be together, you and i
I've said forever love, forever you and i
Not this time, not with you, not us
I'm not giving up this time, not on you, not on us

#557


Gölgeledi saçlarını
Saklayabilecek gibi hatalarını
Birkaç yeni kıyafet aldı
Unutabilecek mi ardında bıraktıklarını
Zordu denemek aska bir sans vermek
Yasadın unuttun düsleyemedin benimle olacakları

Unut beni?


Yagmurlar dinmesin, ufuklar kararsın
Bulutlar aglasın, gökler inlesin
Yıkanınca ruhum semanın damlalarıyla
Farkı kalmayınca gözyaslarımla
Bir tek sen kal aklımda
Yarım kalan bir rüyada

Olan hayırlı olandır


Kimsenin seni tanımadıgı
Herkesin acını sezdigi
Tutamadıgın gözyasların var
Bakamadıgın gözleri
Geride kalansa yalan sözleri
Gelen gitti, kazandın, mutlu ol simdi
Ne kazandın neyi kaybettin ki
Bir gün gibi yasanan bu dünyada
Korkaksan ne tebessüm, ne gözyası misafir olur yüzünde


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Zaraza


Lifting up tonight
Flying up higher
Chains broken
No one drags you any longer

You came closer
Believed, hoped, and gone further
Finally off the hook
No one stays in between forever

No room for love


Do you dream awake
You made me, you failed me
All of the people warned me
You proved them right not me
Believing in love, in your lies, in us
Greatest mistake of my life, in history
You slept peacefully?
Knowing i'm in town, waiting you hopefully

Broken


Not a single star above me
Sky clouded, nature soundless
Nor rain neither a wind with me
Still night or Sun risen
Roses withered, gardens frozen
Rivers dried, fields desiccated
When something inside of you dies
You can't see, you can't hear, you can't feel
That's the end of the story
Untold, unheard and unseen by many



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Empty Cups


I'm all ears
Listening the rain
Opened my heart
Feeling the cold in my veins
Wished a cup of coffee
With someone who will stop the breeze
Sun is up, rain ceased
And i have a missing piece



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Zamanın izleri


Yılların yükü, rüyaların bedeli agır
Sustursan da, dillendirsen de gönlündekini
Duyamadıklarından pismansın yarınlar bitti
Ellerin, gözlerin, hayallerimde gizli



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" In Trance We Trust "

Rome


Search is over
Road complete
Journey ends tonight
Burning bridges
Putting everything behind
There's no way back

Destiny calls while
Dreams comes to life
One step at a time
A new city becomes the city
One stone above another
Do remember "Rome is not built in a day"



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Protoculture is just an amazing dj, i "love love" his work.
I must add that Johnny Yono is pretty awesome too. Peace out!


Right time


When everything is right
Indulge into the night
When everything is in place
Surrender to your feelings
With your arms around me
Look into my eyes until sunrise
We are a maybe, a maybe not
Trust your guts and take a chance
We have gone far, nothing left to hide



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Yakamoz


Ruhunun aynasına bakmadan
Teninin ısıgını görmeden
Sözlerimiz kavusmadan
Benim dönesim yok gittigim yerden
Koklayamadan dikeninden
Gönlüm esirinse ömür bitmeden
Gel yıldızsız göklerde kaybolmadan
Gecen günümü, ayım günesini izler, sev yeniden



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#546


Karalar giyinmissin
Günes dogmadan evvel
Nice asklar eskitmissin
Biz olmadan evvel

Yolun sonunda


Dertler almıs basımı
Karısmıs dogrusu egrisi
Hangi kapı esiksiz
Hangi gönül eksiksiz
Varsa senden yana bir istegim
Allah'a boyun egmis sözlerim
Son kez ayak basıyorum bu topraga
Ayaklarım çekine çekine
Gözümü karartmısçasına
Gönlümdekini bile bile
Yagmurlar dindiginde
Yolun sonunda
Ya sevdama teslim ol
Ya gönlümü bana teslim et

#544


Late in the summer
Still under your spell
Wondering and waiting
Love has no ending
If it's not the right time
I gotta keep dreaming

Love thyself


A light of peace inside you
Wherever you live
A measure of silence with you
Whenever you hear
You're a beautiful soul
You're a creature of art
Nobody can take this feeling away from you
Forget about your troubles once
Wait till spring comes back
Green leaves will grow back

Rumi #5


I'll be waiting here
For your silence to break
For your soul to shake
For your love to wake

-Rumi

Ince Minerali Medrese, Konya, Turkey
Museum of Stone and Wood Art

Photo taken by me

Path of Life


The key in your hand
Seeking the lock

Finding the door
But nobody's home

Where you belong
Not owns you anymore

Dead ends you reach
Something old resides in somewhere new

Full hearts


Lost in your eyes
Found in your soul
While i'm waiting
Time frozen
When everything makes sense
Words unspoken
The future i see
Night is shattered
A new day is coming
Recurring dawn gifted to angels

Closer


Between mountains and seas
Divides us apart
You're in front of my eyes

Between space and time
Drifted us apart
You're in my sweetest dreams

Between all the possibilities of Quantum Theory
Destiny made us closer
You're nearer to my heart than anyone

Between life and death
We swing by
You're the one i want by my side




Bodrum


Aegean Sea on the horizon
With nice memories of September
Try some sage tea with lemon slices
A boat may take us into depths of heaven
Sunsets for the moments never forgotten



Bodrum, Mugla, Turkey

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PS: Thanks for the old memories... Meant a lot...

A Perfect World


A backpack to survive the day
A small screen to fill my disrupted nights
A gift in my hand that nobody owns
Reaching out my window
Breaking the silence of darkness
Unnamed streets calling me
While craving the air you breathe
Listen to your heart beat
Follow my footprints, walk through the rainbows
Find me when everybody has forgotten me
Find me where you don't let nobody in



Ever after


Every rain in a cloud knows where to fall
Every river knows which sea it belongs
That's how i knew when i see you for the first time
That's how i know how it's gonna be once and for all



Rumi #4


"The soul has been given its own ears
to hear things mind does not understand"
-Rumi

The other side


My mind travels through time
I'm somewhere else in space
You're with me, you're in me
Can't figure out how, why & where
A long time ago, several times
Before and after, you did warn me
There's no place for anyone in your heart
I loved you and you loved me
I don't know who tamed whom
Yet i hear nothing but silence
I'm still here
See you on the other side

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Alone


Tired of writing poems
Crying in romantic movies
Forcing myself to not to say that word
But it dominates my mind
Do not think, it makes me shiver
Struggling to cope with life
"Alone, lone & lonely"



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On the edge


Going back and forth
Scared and bold
 Uncertainty cut me like day & night
 While bleeding she put me somewhere
Between life and death
I'm all in, lose or win
I'm just a puppet for destiny, hide or seek
Yesterday, now & tomorrow
Infinity & beyond
Here i come, knock me down again!

Tek yek


Bir özlem içimde
Hasret sadece bir çift ele
Nice yollar vardı gönlüme
Ne kalanı var ne de bırakanı
Yagmur damlaları bir sel gönlümde
Tassa da tutsam da sonu gelmiyor



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Still waiting


In the streets of vanity
Drowning into bad memories only
It was cold, i was lonely
No one was there to help or ease my misery

A broken heart heals with a broken heart?
Or a broken heart breaks another heart?
It will remain a mystery
Yet i sense what's gonna be in our story

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