Hi again,
I always say "There is a right way and the rightest" yet it's hard to do everything right. As in the movie Kingdom of Heaven, we don't need a perfect knight or do we? At least we gotta try, i failed so many times on that matter, i'll try harder. If your conscious is not disturbed i think we're on the right path, but there are so many variables around here. How can we know the effects and even guess them? Or how well the others will able to understand what we mean?
I'm sick of telling myself over and over again to people who misunderstands me. But i thought you mean that, no i didn't said that and definitely not mean that. Oh i thought you were after thus, no i wasn't etc.
Being a perfect samurai is hard, yet we must think maybe three times before acting but not forget to act of course. At least we must try to figure out the echo we will make to the world. Good deeds good outcome is merely enough, i need, we need the good outlook good result. It seems already impossible to me. Yet we must try.
Being the perfect janissarie, calculating every butterfly to prevent any storm. It's hard, what the heaven! They always say there's no right or wrong in life. There's no white or black, everything is gray.
"There's a place where there are no rights and wrongs, i'll meet you there" -Rumi
Hey Rumi, there must be over 50 shades of gray lmao... To be honestly and stop kidding around i must add some things are blacker, and some whiter. It's the sole truth that there are things in life so close to black. And even you're trying to do something right there, no that's not it, that's not the place. And there are 100 ways to do something, you will feel some are better.
I hope someone knows or finds the way to become the perfect fighter. We need an army come on try harder... Hope you all the best, hope you all what you need but not what you want...
Nice day and night wherever you are...
