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Otopeni


I didn't know what was i hoping for
In the first sunset
I didn't know why i was still hoping something
In the last sunrise

My eyes searching yours
The last hope i had before flying away
It's the last look in Otopeni

Sitting in a café
Talking with strangers about love
 Other faces instead of yours

What's love?
If it's a game of hide and seek
You won the first round

What's love?
If it's dedication and hard work
I did more than i can

What's love?
If it's a prison we don't wanna escape
I stayed long enough!

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Better everyday


Wise, big words i don't need
World is simpler with your smile
I love you because of who you were, who you are
 An angel that rules my heart
I don't know how
I don't need to know why
Thankful to God for our love
So much to hope, believe and simply live for
Giving ourselves a chance to be loved in eternal sunshine
Lifting ourselves every time we say "i love you Mon'âme"

Missing


Raining without clouds in the sky
Bleeding without a wound in my skin
Harder it gets in a perpetual silence
Lonelier it is in a crowded city of absence
Where are you, my only key to this lock
Where are you, my only escape to paradise


forever love
forever mon'amour

Unfit pieces


Days i don't wanna dream anymore
Nights i wanna live no more
Love shouldn't be like this
My love shouldn't end like it is
Slowly mountains melting
Likely nobody even me noticing
If your trouble is making honey
 Gotta have patience like mountains we say
What if there is nowhere to go, and nothing to win
What you gonna do?
Best to lose yourself in silence and keep the promises you made
What else you could do?



forever love

Hope


In the earliest morning even before Sun has risen
In the darkest night even after Moon lost under the clouds

A calling for prayer you got
A feeling that God is always there
That's the tiniest hope you can get
That's the greatest hope you ever need
It will be all right
Everything gonna be all right

Love & Peace

Keep your heads up!

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B.M.


Somebody else's illness is my remedy
Their joy is my pain
To me you're somebody else
But the question remains
Are you the missing part in a game we call life
Will we go on like this until it's too late
Are we gonna fail like everybody else would
Are you gonna leave like anybody else should
Tell me if you're not all in
Let me turn back before i kill myself
Over and over again
There's no turning back
At zero point again



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Grow love, in the end, it's what remains...


Internal bleeding


Lost in the end of a cigarette
Burned in that flame
Dead in that fire i can't escape
Sadness both ends of this story
Am i not tired of losing?
Am i not tired of fighting?


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One day


Between you and me
Let me whisper you the words
Beyond our fears and hopes
Let us step over that line never crossed
When the time is right
When everything falls into place
Kiss my lips and hold my hand
Count the stars and just walk with me
Till the very end


Beauty of patience


Now you're both
The dream and the reality
The silence and the voice
The day and the night

Now we can be the same
When you hear the rain, i must as well
When you feel the breeze, i should, just like you
When you're down, get my hand, see, it's sunny everywhere

Now none of us runs away
Nothing to fear, it's simply love
Nothing to win, it's already given
Nothing to waste, every moment makes us closer



forever love

Sound of Waves

Alanya, Antalya, Turkey
Like Sun beams in the darkest moment
I don't wanna leave this moment
Happiness is in the simplicity
Clarity is in the serenity
Uninterrupted sound of waves took me to another place on earth
A simple word in the silence night reminded me another way to live
Apart we are but together, lost we were but found each other
Blessed i am by an angel sent to earth
Blessed i am with the gift only she could gave

forever love
💕
forever mon'ange

written 29 April 2016 - 19h45