1990 ea creative 🔹1997 return : reborn 🔹 2001 helios iii 🔹 2006 pax orienta : aetates obscurae 🔹2023 ⩘ panacea : veda : ada : donanma : vefa : kıta : tacenda ⩗

Spectrum


From darkest black to purest white
Hopes, dreams, doubts burn at once
What we feel now?
When we meet up?
Where we will end up?
Patience my dear, patience, keep your head up
Every day, it's clearer, it's sooner than before
Doesn't The Sun rise after every darkest night?
Didn't you always say: there's always light for us

Armin Van Buuren feat. Cindy Alma
Intense (2013) - Beautiful Life
(Protoculture Remix)



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The Constant


People passing by changing through time
Stores closing & opening like any other day
Around the same neighbourhood, in the same city
Everything changed but where i stand

Days are following nights, the Moon chasing the Sun
Seasons are not they used to be
Snowing in Summer, and Sunshines in Winter
Everything changes but me

I prayed a thousand times for her
She said a hundred times "give up" - "we're done"
I did everything in my power, now it's time for the World, to decide
Everything will change but how i feel

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Rumi #2


"When you're anxious or worried, be patient.
The key of patience opens the door of happiness."
-Rumi

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My first & last


Worshipping love itself
Getting ready to do everything for love
I seek her in crowded streets
In small rooms with lots of games
Search is over now
After 33 years
I found the one
The one found me
Deserts are ahead of me
Storms and lightnings
A narrow way to paradise
To mountains of redemption
I'll love you till the death
I'll love you after the death



💕
Forever Love
Forever M
💕

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Kutos!


Found the one! Lost the one?


Hopeless, powerless
With a relentless agony
I'm waiting your verdict

I'm a tiny man
With a big heart
Still doesn't matter much

Alone in the dark
Staring at words i typed
I wanted the dream so much



I'll wait... .. .


#494


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Hikayende degil sendedir sorun

Beceremediysen
Adam gibi sevmeyi
Aslanlar gibi istemeyi
Hoyratça oyun oynamayı

Dediysen
Ask savas degil
Ask oyun degil
Aslolan Asktır gerisi mühim degil

Kusura bakma "o"nu bulmak mümkün degil
Hayalini gerçek hayatta bulmak olur sey degil

Heart attack


When you don't know what you can do for her
When you don't know what to sacrifice and how
 Hearing the footsteps of disbelief
Wondering if this is the sound of fire storms
So many doubts after endless dreams
A constant pain & her imaginary fears
Did she forgot who i am
I gave her my heart, my soul, my love
Maybe it's not enough anymore
I'm gonna wait the rain
I'm gonna wish for the flood to come and find me
To wash my sorrow, to be drown in pain



End of Summer


August became next February
Cause everything gotta be your way
All i have to do is surrender and wait

February might be next July, a year from now
Cause i need you more than you need me
And i love you more than you love me

I had nothing more to offer
I couldn't let it go and suffer
But i did suffer anyways

You should have come into my arms
Or let me fly into yours
But you're not ready, will you ever be ready?

Hope Ville

 

Found a small town named after you
Everybody was talking about you
Nobody was able to see the real you
Even you tend to forget who you really are
There we found out who you truly are and who i am not
And i'm glad we had our ups & downs, our songs & tears
And i'm thankful for our impossible love, for our euphoric time
Everything began with your glorious smile
Something is incomplete without seeing your pretty face
Nothing makes sense without your beautiful voice
Forever Love, forever you're mine



To last one, to lost ones


On the top of the Taurus mountains covered in snow
Walking slowly through the yellow fields of Konya
My wings are broken and my heart shattered
The old dead Cottonwood tree and i cried in silence
Everybody was gone and i turn my back to three stones marked by my tears

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Happy she was


Haunting me every night
Closing my eyes and there she is the queen of light
Comes in a rush, and now out of sight
Take me where no boundaries are
Come closer no fears can survive
Covered in blood our final wishes collide



Cloudline

Final Chapter


This feeling that all songs written for us
How all their words tell our story at once
We are the sunrise and the sunset
We are day in night, darkness in light
We are the dream everyone follows, wrong or right
From darkness to sunrise, from unknown to purpose
Embracing love with flowers
Hugging you within a heartbeat
Finally holding you with all my my heart



Hands to Heaven

Misery #2


A young man sitting in a table
He saw his reflection on a glass of wine
Young and lonely he is, old and lonely he is
A love he had unforgettable
A girl in his dreams that has no end
A dream made his life bearable
Once in his life, he loved somebody and he lost like he used to
 After her, he gave up on love, keep on living cause he had to



Caught in the Slipstream

City of Nothing


I had nothing but the words
Some miles and some memories
I have nothing but silence
A hope in the darkness
I will have nothing but pain
No closure No dreams No nothing


Forever Love
Forever M
***
Kutos!

Pattern


Your silence
This distance
Between you and me

Over and over again
Long walks reachin'
To my dead end

Hearts broken
By the fear in me
Why?




Lights out


Walking in the streets
Darkened with my misery
I get on a bus without knowing where it's going
I wanna watch street lines like going somewhere else
Can't escape it and i can't hide between skyscrapers
Lonely in a city of 18 million faces
I woke up while dancing with you
Only if i could keep dreaming
Only if you could tell me i wasn't dreaming



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Daymare


Breath in & out
Every tear on earth
For love

Never worry that i cry
Angels belong in skies
I will miss you as a shining star

Don't shed a tear
I can't be the one make you cry
There's only one way you can fly



Forever Love
Forever M

M


Never say never
Save that watch forever
What's meant to be it will be
We will be one
Or alone forever
Give us a chance maybe after a year
Just wait for me
I deserved M
And you deserved mE



Longer the walk, shorter the breakups


They tell a different story
My words & my actions
Your words & your eyes

Without you my wings are incomplete
Without you i feel empty
Without you i am nobody

Like trying to catch you before we fall
Like hoping you would be safe if i can't
Like loving you even if we can't make it

Dreaming i was
The longest dream it is
The only dream i had, now fading away

For what's worth
I love you & i won't let you go
And i know you still love me

My soulmate you are
My last chance you were
I can't give up on you & let you down again

Took your time


You can't love anyone
Before loving yourself

Not be mine
But learn your worth
See how beautiful you are
And stay as you are

All i ever wanted
All i wish for
Not be mine
But have the life you already deserved
Believe me you deserve the best


Forever Love
Forever M

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Forever Love
I've said forever, did you hear?