Rumi #4

"The soul has been given its own ears

to hear things mind does not understand"
-Rumi

The other side

My mind travels through time
I'm somewhere else in space
You're with me, you're in me

Can't figure out how, why & where
A long time ago, several times
Before and after, you did warn me
There's no place for anyone in your heart
I loved you and you loved me
I don't know who tamed whom
Yet i hear nothing but silence
I'm still here
See you on the other side

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Alone

Tired of writing poems
Crying in romantic movies
Forcing myself to not to say that word
But it dominates my mind
Do not think, it makes me shiver
Struggling to cope with life
"Alone, lone & lonely"



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On the edge

Going back and forth
Scared and bold
 Uncertainty cut me like day & night
 While bleeding she put me somewhere
Between life and death
I'm all in, lose or win
I'm just a puppet for destiny, hide or seek
Yesterday, now & tomorrow
Infinity & beyond
Here i come, knock me down again!

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Tek yek

Bir özlem içimde
Hasret sadece bir çift ele
Nice yollar vardı gönlüme
Ne kalanı var ne de bırakanı
Yagmur damlaları bir sel gönlümde
Tassa da tutsam da sonu gelmiyor



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Still waiting

In the streets of vanity
Drowning into bad memories only
It was cold, i was lonely
No one was there to help or ease my misery

A broken heart heals with a broken heart?
Or a broken heart breaks another heart?
It will remain a mystery
Yet i sense what's gonna be in our story

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For The Sun

Sun rises on the other part of the world

Will Sun be there even for one day

There's no light left here, maybe one day, one day

There is nothing like a perfect relationship.
It’s all about finding a person who matches you
and will be willing to go through every situation
without giving up on you and your love.
-Anonymous

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It's time

Construct the hope out of darkness

Believe in dreams against all odds

When i see you with your angel wings

If i see you, silence will rule our worlds

And in that moment of the new era

I'll be lost in your eyes, you'll find yourself in mine

When souls touched no need to feel

When hearts connected no need to kiss

When eyes do the talking no need for words

It's time, it's time for silence...

Pastery

Sera Pastanesi, Istanbul, Turkey

Some coins, a lighter, and an ashtray

My books are everywhere, with a pack of ciggarettes

My mind is elsewhere and trying to write sth to vent

Words are incomplete and nothing makes sense

I miss you, the one, the one and only

I missed you, the angel of light, you're dreamy

The one misses me, like i do miss her all the time

The one searched for me, like i did search her all my life

Two roads

Same door opens into two different worlds
Two paths goes to the same town
There's no turning back
There's no way back
Forever love or forever alone
Life always moved on
Time always tried to heal what's left in me
A promise to keep
I'll go there like nothing gonna hurt me

M+E

Don't know how it's happened
Yet i'm happy it's happened
Bumping on the fiber-optic lines
Wishing to meet you in a simple park
Drinking a coffee or two
Seeing your smile for the first time
Heaven is a place on earth, even hell feels like home
When i'm with you, i'm with you

Forever love
Forever M+E



#NaturalState is #AStateOfTrance
#InTranceWeTrust

Deepest fear

In the darkest night
Breaking the skylight
Against fears and doubts of any kind
When there's no Sunlight, Moon and stars still shine
Let our hopes and dreams ignite
Best is yet to come



I'm afraid like you all are
There are two options like we all have
Run from it, and we will never know
Face it, and live with it, see what might happen, what we can be

Good day and night, where ever you are
And where ever you might be

It's up to you

First step from me
She moves back instantly
Insisting, hoping and believing
While promises broken
Drifting apart, disconnecting and rethinking
While promises unkept
Last step from me
She leans towards hesitantly
***
I stand where i am
Saying
"What's meant to be, it will be"
Whispering
"God will decide"

Disbelief

White or Black
No other option
Continue to walk or return back
No other way
Let it break or be broken
No way out

Worship love
Love to love somebody
Yet you're broken
Yet you broke somebody else
Scream voiceless
Cry in emptiness

If there is no "we" there is "i"
I was alone since the beginning of time
I stood alone, i as one
I'm exhausted and my hair is grayer
I'm tired and my soul is grieving
I'm dead, and my heart is not beating

#521

Asık ayakta zor dururken
Yorgun tutulmayan sözlerden
Yastıgında gözyasları derinden
Gönlünde kanayan bir deniz yokluktan
Ne yapsa, ne etse, yalnız yaratılısından
Gitse de, beklese de, olurları olmazda
Derdinin dermanı, dermanının derdi omuzlarında
Gönlünde beyaz bir melek, aklındaki kara sevda
Degmez seslenmeye, degmez aglamaya

Nasip

Rüyalara misafir
Gönüllere malik
O güzele güller layık

Rüyalarım kabus
Gönlüm uçurum
O güzele baskası talip

Vaktin dolarken

Konusurken duyanım
Düserken tutanım
Severken sevenim
Gelmedi biricik ruh esim

Romanlarda yazılan
Filmlerde övülen
Siirlerde ölümsüzlesen
Kayıp artık ölümsüz askım

Atesten bir acı kaldı arkandan
Titreten bir soguk ruhumda
Karanlık sessiz bir deniz gönlümde
Umudum yok yarınlara

Night 24/7

You'll wake up everyday
Whether Sun has risen or not
Still you'll get off from your bed
Like nothing happened
You'll keep walking
It seems like raining non-stop
Facing the fact
You were dreaming
Still you're gonna say
Dreams worth more than the truth
Broken, fallen and beaten
Dreams worth more than the real world

Helios ٣

Wind blowing outside
A light rain traveling to the ground
Walking across the wind
I can't move my feet
Still standing in the rain
Still trying but not an inch far
Holding my front
Without any supplement force
This is the last battle
Chances are i already lost
This is the final round
And the underdog gotta win this war

Linkage

Little signs found us in multiverse
 Made our love grow deeply in slow-motion
When you gifted that song to my broken heart
 Take your time echoed everyday and night 

White and black blending in ever since
Ocean and fire colliding ever since
Let all the stars collapse
If our souls together
Our love will be forever

🌟 MÆM 🌟

In & Out

If she won't hear
Why whispering to the winds
If she won't smell
Why praying for the rain
If she won't come
Why waiting in the storm
If she is not in
Why i am still writing
I am all in
That's why i am standing still


InTranceWeTrust

Dermansız derdim

Terk etmeye kiyabilsem

Seni seninle birakamam

Bu dünyayla yalniz basina birakabilsem

Bu evrende tek basima yapamam

Ölümümse bu sevda

Senden vazgeçemem asla

Ne güzeller geçti bu gönülden bos yere

Ne kanlar akittilar yok yere

Tahtin ayri anla artik

Senden sonrasi yok duy artik

#513

You made it so clear
After all we have been through
You said go away, we're through!
The thing is you meant this time

I don't know
What to do, where to go, who to talk
At least i know, not to you!
Not to you, this time!

I choose you, you choose void

Now you're alone, i hope you're happy

Now handle your little ship by yourself

You forgot who i am, who you deserve

You left me broken, i'll never come back

Good bye my love, you chose darkness over me

Good bye my soul, you chose everything but me

#511

Sometimes whatever he does

She builds walls around her

No matter what he says to himself

He cant feel allright about this one

His friends are around him

Nothing helps but time they are saying

Nevertheless they know him

And he wont able to forget this one

Ölüm

Sabahın dinginliginde
Gömdü bir mezara ikimizi de
Arkasına baktı mı
Önüme baktıgımı gördü mü
Kendimi toparlayıp
Fırtınayı arkama alıp
Çekip gittigimde
Onun pismanlıgı yetmeyince
Her seyi tüketti
Her seyim o oldugunda

Will you?

I don't want us to argue ever again
And we will but we will make up
I don't want us to step on one another while dancing
And we will but we will adjust
I don't want you to say we're done again
And you will but you'll regret
I don't want to force you to anything again
And i will but i'll compensate

You'll call me "my wolf", "mon amour", my "little bird"
I'll call you "my blondie tiger", "mon âme", "my "angorian cat"

I was patient, i am patient, i will be patient with you
Cause you deserve every good thing in the entire world
Cause you deserve the best of me
Cause you make the best of me

You'll be loyal, loving and caring with me
Cause i deserve the best girl in the entire world
Cause i deserve to fulfill your dreams
Cause i deserve to be in your dreams

Will you?
Will you walk me to the end of the life?
Will you marry me for a lifetime?

Written for the one
Date: 06/08/2016
Time: 02h14

Ignored by the one
Date: 08/08/2016
Time: 06h42

Rumi #3

Don't hold the hand that you will let go,
Don't let go the hand that you will hold.
Instead of being a rose to fake loves.
Be the thorn for real ones.

- Rumi
Source: https://www.facebook.com/mevlana

Ötedeki

Giden kalmayı
Kalan gitmeyi
Ne anlamsız istekleri

Duran gitmeyi
Giden durmayi
Nedir anlamadiklari

Ayrılan sevmeyi
Seven ayrilmayi
Nedir bilmezler sonuçlari

Seçen bilmeyi
Bilmeyen seçmeyi
Nedir deneyemedikleri

O yolun sonuyla
Sonun aynı digeriyle
Neden yasiyoruz hesaplayamadiklarimizi

Out of reach #2

I'd say be who deserves you
No not this time, not to you
I'm tired of wrong persons
Wrong places and wrong times
We were right, we are definitely
And i deserved you completely
Every fairy tale has an end though
Every prince charming should know when to leave
Like princesses desire to hide beyond the gates of castles
The "Mona Lisa" must be kept in a museum
Nobody even me can't reach, can't see, can't touch

Dev'rilince

Son
Yagmurlar dinse de
Gök yarılsa bile
Sözlerini hatırlasan da
Geri gelsen bile

Geç
Toprak olsam da
Nefes alsam bile
Degerimi bilsen de
Delice sevsen bile

Gece
Gülüm olsan da
Yoklugun acıtsa bile
Kim oldugunu unutsan da
Uzakları yakın etsen bile

The Original Mix

Not a radio edit, not a fling
The original mix this is the real thing
Began slow going slow i'm okay with it
Beat going up and down this is life get over it
There are songs and tunes with you forever
There are moments and people you want forever
That's you and me, this is the eternal love within


m | pax orienta | æ
#NaturalState is #AStateOfTrance

Let it go

Like a suicide
Putting yourself in front of her
None of the bullets can reach her
You may die, dear God keep her alive

Borders between us
The distance, obligations and limitations
We have no way out
Even if how much we wanna get out

When you have done everything in your power
You see how powerless you are
Silently, you whisper The Lord will decide
And while you worry, Rumi says: rain is for flowers to bloom

Returning to base

Tell me not to cry
I will anyway
Beg me to stay
I will go anyway

We had our memories
Let me remember them with a smile on my face
We had our chances
Let me shout to the sky - why & why not

If it was a game
I lose without playing
If it was a war
I fought with my heart, and i wasn't winning


It's up to you
✘ | ✔

Step by step

Driving to a cliff
Deliberately and as slow as we can
Crushing through hell
Imagining we pass by heaven
Obsession towards negligence
We're losing, i'm losing hope


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Beklerler gitmeni

Sev askın sonsuz gibi
Sabret sabrın sınırsız gibi
Gülün dikeni acıtmaz gibi
Sasırsın arkanı dönüp gittiginde
Anlansın degerin yoklugunda
Yolun senin yolun yalnız kalsan da
Biten hikayeler yeniden baslar
Gönlün, ömrün dinlendiginde
Ruhunda izi kalsa da

#500

Thanks for everyone, enjoying our heartaches together
This is 500th post, we underestimate the power of love
I always thought, it's love that save us all
Love may be found on a person, on nature or versus God.
In the end, love is all that matters.
That's why we can't give up on love and forget the pain we suffered.

pax orienta

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