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#600


While your inner voice so silent
Still sensing it's omens
Broken and torn apart
Yet your heart is in resilience
A bridge to cross you see
Yet walking with somebody is enough to be
A countdown between you and me
In a path we are meant to see

#600th post | pax orienta

Be thankful of the things not happened, or happened.
What had happened is the best of all possibilities.

❤ | 💔

Good night & good day
Wherever you're, wherever you'll be




The Best Gift


Songs you listen makes me shiver
Their melodies engrave in my soul
Feeling closer to you in every beat
They chime forever in my head
Throwing a mystic word every time
Singing every syllable out loud
Those lyrics flow through my soul
Am i becoming deaf after some time?
Either it's reality or my imagination
Cause all i hear is your voice
Cause all i think is our ...

Gone


Night came
Knows reason why???
Unaware, empty, lived far too long
The fear of its own destruction
In a fight over the horizons
Anxious, afraid, dying in a beam of light
Night
Inhaling its last breath
 A ray of light witnessed to its death
A brand new day blessed us with its rebirth



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Borders


Being away from your love doesn't hurt you?
Being far away that you're not able save her?
Being far far away that you can't help her?
Yes, it hurts in my bones, in my veins
It hurts so much that i'm paralyzed




Mon miracle


Lies over the truth itself
I rather have
Darkness over the light
I'd rather be with
Misery in longling over certitude
I prefer to feel when i'm with you
How you define love my soul?
Love is giving without expecting
How i keep living my miracle?
Life is hoping without knowing
My love that's commitment to an hallucination
Discovering the sense of my existence in its obscurity
The existence of my soul in the depths of a dream
That dream becoming my reality when i'm with you

Forever hope
Forever my miracle



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Another night in day


You and i
Abandoned ships in the oceans
Waiting for rescue

Blank pages look all the same
A story incomplete
Wondering why, expecting none

Stars in the dark sky
So close and so far away
Me and you



The one cancels all


Take everything from me but her
That's how much i love her
That's how much i need her
Don't you ever need a dream only
To exist beyond reality
To end your misery
Your sins forgiven with only one good deed
All your wrongs forgotten by choosing the right once
That day she free you from the walls you built in


Revolving Doors


They say every end is a new beginning
God opens a new door if closes another one
Why is it so hard to let it go
Why is it so hard to see your dreams collapse
Move on, keep walking
How is it possible to accept that you failed
 All the efforts you made was for vain
Although you missed your chances to make things right
Although you actually failed long ago
Tell me how? Tell me why?
I fought this much to give up now?
Why today? Why now?
I needed this victory so damn much
Now seems to be i lost the war already
I'm turning back with my troops and artilleries
I'm giving back the cities i took
I'm searching another front to open fire
Where's my so called victory?
Everyone but me, put their ducks on the line
All i won, all i did was holding the line
Where is my so called happiness?
My way out from this deep cave?
I have a ray of light so strong
It's a star blinking, so far away
All i wish is to be with her
Sailing towards a brand new world
She's my salvation, i'm her only hope in this lonely planet
We pray to God everyday to end this longing
One day, that day, i wanna win the war not the battles
All i want is to win the war with her, for us
Cause we are in a dream, we are the dream!
Cause we are in love, we are forever love!

Valentine's Day


Would you mind if i dream?
A moment everything fits in its place
A moment lasts forever in the future
For the first time hopes won't shatter
Welcomed in the home of Helios
For the last time Phoenix will rise
Not gonna be in vain
Hopes and dreams they fight for
Breathes they took in an out
Gonna worth something more

Written 13th February - Edited and posted

Now it's time


The wizard of love told many times before
You don't know what others need
You can't know who found whom why

Trust we needed before beauty
A shoulder to cry on rather than fake smiles
One word, one promise kept us together

She said leave me alone a hundred times
But it had been ages since i saw the angel of light
I dedicated all my life finding her, the sunrise

On the horizon of life
Would you be my yesterday and tomorrow?
Would you be my day and night?

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Eclipse


No walls between
No prejudices
No nothing
One hand in another
Your head on my shoulder
My soul and your heart together



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One step ahead


A moment i locked into
The moment i hold on to
I freeze when i saw you
It's a cliché yet dreams come true
I'm dizzy with a sky-high heart rate
This moment keeps me alive
When i walk into garden of love
All makes sense now, how people risk so much for love

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The long line


In another soul, you see yourself
For that soul only, you go far away from yourself
Love is pure, love is sacrifice and a gamble itself
In life, i hope everybody could say "we found each other" someday

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#587


Birds of hope in the sky
Unnoticeable stars at night
Far behind in the game
Orphan dreams i own
While waiting for the sunrise
Broken wings cut off
In another timeline
Nights shortened
All his stories told louder

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Sleep tight


Tonight pick one of our songs
Imagine to see me in an airport, in a street
Me running towards you with a big smile
While roses falling off my hand
We are unable to find the right words
Tears in my eyes you see?
Whilst dreams coming true
Sleep peacefully my love
You and me, nowhere i'd rather be



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