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Yaralı / Wounded


Yaralı
Kırık hayalleri
Kırık kalbi

Gözleri görene kadar
Ruhu dinleyene kadar
Kanatlarıyla uçana kadar

Seni
Senin sesini
Sana, senin diyarlarına

***

Wounded
His broken dreams
With his broken heart

Until his eyes can see
Until his spirit can hear
Until he can fly with his wings

You
Your voice
To you, to wherever you'll be



#620

With you dreams has no end

Elini ver bana / Take my hand


Ayrılmaz iki ruh
Iki ayrı pencerede
Ve aynı sevda duragında

Puslu bir gecede
Bulutlu bir gök
Askları bir yagmur damlasında

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Inseparable two souls
Both in different windows
Yet in the same love-station

A misty night
With a clouded sky
Love in a single raindrop

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Forever in my heart

#619

Mask


Behind every smile, every look
A secret there is, a mystery
Who will see right through your soul?
What is inside your little heart?
Unless i "know" you, unless i "see" your trueself
Question marks beneath every word, in any voice
Sadness in every face
Who will completely understand?
Who will feel, who will touch your soul?




#617


Roses withered away in my absence
Every branch dried in my hopeless struggle
Spring it's, yet deceased trees in silence



#616


In the middle of the day i see nothing but the darkest night
Shooting stars i sought in this lonely cold night
But i already chose the darkness over beaming light


Inconsiderate?


I'm pretending to be happy
While my old wounds are renewing
You're breaking my heart like
Stepping over a fallen leave
 I - Alone on the edge of a cliff
You - Just standing still
Waiting me to fall down
Assuming that i'll hold on

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Pas à pas


By myself in a table
Empty chairs i only see
Feeling nothing but sadness
Still i'm moving towards my destiny
I see you next to me
A vision ending my sorrow
Like it's already tomorrow

M


#613


Ne rüzgarı, ne de seli
Yıkamadı bu delice sevgiyi
Düstüm sarıldım topraga
Can suyum bir tek gülümsemesi

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#612 retro


3/5/1997

Geceleri yıldızsın, parıldayan hep benimle
Gündüzleri günesin ta kendisi batmayan
Yagmur tanelerinin o hos sesinde
Havadaki yine sensin içimde
Bazen bir selamlasma, bazen bir gülümseme
Ne olursa olsun kalbimdesin sen
Sen hep içimdesin
Sonsuza kadar ölümsüz ask

Fight


The same door
You know where it leads
The same trap
You know where you end up to

Find another way
Fall in another deep hole
Hearing your inner voice
Fight for what you wished for




#610 retro


1997

"Dün için yarını, yarın için bugünü harcama"

Sun rises and sets
Days come and pass
Memories left behind
Only a song i listen
When i'm thinking of you
And listening the sound of darkness in a cold night
With you like a burning and deflating fire
Like the last night of The Sun
End of the day
I'll love you till i take my last breathe
Last heartbeat again with you
Last breathe, last smile with you
With a love continues to eternity

#609 retro



10/06/1996

Esen rüzgardan sesini duydum
Yagan yagmurdan nefesini soludum
Çakan simsekten yüzünü gördüm
Gecelerde gülümsemeni aradım
Yıldızlardan sana baktım
Gözlerinde sevgiyi buldugum
Gercek askı hissettigim
Sen
Kaybetmekten kimse için bu kadar korkmadıgım

#608


Mahçup
Görmesin yalanları
Affetsin günahları

Kimsesiz
Umutları yesererek
Hayalleriyse gerçek

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A new day


Words are not enough anymore
This purity of happiness i never had
I can't perceive the World you're in
Difficult to imagine our future i believe in
When i say i can't love you more
You grow beyond my heart every time
Amazed how you can be more beautiful everyday
Grateful you're with me in my little world
No matter what's coming next
My love, you'll never leave my soul



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Happy


Enjoying the ride
I have no destination
No roads i need rather than yours
Want nothing but a moment
With no expectations no promises
When the sun shining or sky raining over me
Here or there, anywhere
Only a prayer to look into your eyes
Only a wish to put your arms around me


Milestones


Walk through a path made of stones
Let their flames burn your flesh
Fall down when you're about to die
In the very end kneel down to God's will
That's how you're gonna find love
That's how the body meets its soul
Love is the essence of your soul
Love is eternal within your soul

Forever Love

Forever M




#604


Hayatın sorgusuz kabul kuralları
Bastırmak zor içimdeki isyanı
Baska bir dünya gerek
Baska bir dünyaya çekip gitmek
Ölüm ne yakın ne uzak
Uzakların yakın olması bir dilek

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#603


Etkisiz, anlamsız ve sıradansa
Içindeki yıllanmıs cümleler
Yoksun, kör ve senden uzaksa
Dünyanin tüm ısıkları, gecenin tum yıldızları
Yenik, ölü ve bitkin hissetmekten de öte
Kalkamazsın artık onun düsürdügü yerden

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What if?


A thin light emanates from a door
While a tiny string is binding you to life

Many times you did begin
Yet ended up on the same street

Flashing lights of dark memories in your mind
There is no room left for a daydream

When lifting up, you crashed me down
Nothing than despair i have found

My fears hidden under my weakest link
Your doubts revived only disbelief

Every step i take is towards a nightmare i should run
A peaceful moment, i have none

My wings are gone
Nowhere else to be, this is my reality




One or None


In the galaxy
With the balance of gravity
The God mighty and only
Hidden strings hold us tightly
No reason to worry
All gonna end either good or badly
Yet you have anxiety
Some settle for a life in gray
I end up in black or in white's purity