1990 ea creative 🔹1997 return : reborn 🔹 2001 helios iii 🔹 2006 pax orienta : aetates obscurae 🔹2023 ⩘ panacea : veda : ada : donanma : vefa : kıta : tacenda ⩗

Lupus



"The illogical is making sense
when impossible becomes your only truth"

#636



æ | pax orienta

Flori albe


A dream i had with white tulips everywhere 
A woman white roses falling off from her shoulders
A book in its last page, a steep hill in its last steps
Up on the hill she is happy looking through the sea
Her children, her home and everything she want to be
About to hug an eternal peace in my eternal place
With my soul, with my love and my family

#635

forever love


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Too good to be true


Be my day and sweep away my fears
Let me be the rain that clears all your tears
Beside love we have no chains
Give me your hand, happiness is ours

#634

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Hüküm / Judgement


Kafeslerini yirtan nefeslerle
Ömrünü doldurdu cümleler
Karanligin sonunda, sonsuzlugun basinda
Biriken anlarin hakiminde

***

With the breaths tearing apart their cages
Sentences fulfilled their lifespan
 In the end of darkness, in the beginning of eternity
Within the ruler that owns our collected moments



#633

All in


Did everything for love
Afraid everything won't be enough

#632



Love it is, forever it will be

Know that i'm waiting...

Little Strings


My steps, where am i gonna end?
My thoughts, what they are gonna choose?
My dreams, will they show my future?
That's how i'm in control, this is how there's no control!
And i'm tired of the unknown!



#631

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Wasted love


A slipping robe in your hand
A bleeding wound in your palm
Try harder, keep fighting, yet im-possible
Look up in the sky, without rain, we're lost in pain



M #630 ♥

My hands open, be Mine



You & i
My last outpost of love
Last raindrop for your sky




M #629 ♥


Sequence



Life is cruel, men should be fair
Love is indecisive, destiny should know what's fair




#628



Uzak / Far


Sürgünsün yurdundan
Kopmussun köklerinden
Kimsesiz, hiç kimseye güvensiz
Dogdugun gibi, ölecegin gibi yalnız

***
Exiled from your homeland
Ripped out from your roots
Standing alone, trusting no one
Like you're born, like you'll die, you're alone



#627

Save me, save the day


Nothing left to say
No nothing - not a word
Fight no more, can't hope anymore 
Just wait, wait till the day
The day - dead
Not breathing anymore



#625

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Five stages of grief


One thought in my mind
Looping and questioning itself all night
Two sides in one hand
One hand wanted a thousand times
No denial nor anger in my mind
I'm dwelling right through sorrow
Pain is all i got
My heart all you got
Why won't accept for the first time, for eternity, all at once



#624

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Farksiz / Same


Ölüm yakin
Yalan olacak sözlerin
Yanacak her satiri siirlerimin
Ve duracak degersiz, ufalan kalbim

7 Nisan'da yazıldı, degisiklerle yayınlandı

Imminent death is
Your words will turn into lies
Every line of my poems will burn into the ground
And worthless, shrinking heart of mine will stop

Written on 7th April, translated, modified and posted



Picture: Spark of a Rose, Bucharest, Romania

#623

What's to come?


Sadly, walking alone
Into a future, my world upside down
I loved once, she was all my life
Who would guess dreams shatter twice?
Plans, promises and my heart would collapse?
I never learn, oh i will never learn
We try, God always decides

Picture: First Sunset in Henri Coanda

"A Nightmare Unseen"
☙💔❧
"Forever Love, Forever Alone"



True Love


Nobody can put chains in your heart
You only know when it's right
I love you's never enough
You will feel it when you sacrifice so much
I believe there's an endless, eternal, forever love
It's beyond beauty, power or lust
I hope everyone could find as such
Then your world will change like you finally find your path

#621

Buna noapte, iubirea mea!

❤❤❤