Nimic

A man lost in the streets

Clouds passing through barrens

Trees cut down before spring

Withering flowers before blooming

Like losing a dream unseen

Like waking up before you can sleep

Like dead ends before roads not even built
Like losing everything before having anything

#PatienceForLove

#657

Till the answers

In every second, in every thought

You missed me like i did?

In the brightest day, in the darkest night

You dreamed of me like i did?

There's only one, i miss everything of

You needed me like i did?

There's only one, i love everything of

You had patience like i had?

#PatienceForLove

mæ | pax orienta

#ForeverLove

#656

Ashes burning

Something is dead inside of me

A little girl even sense my troubles

Something wrong - it's the way i walk

A street dog offers me now its paw

Everything is lost inside my heart

The one who has it, doesn't care at all

Everything breaks, i'm torn into pieces

I'm the one crying inside out with every rhythm of this song

#655 | pax orienta

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Aucun signe

Nor a smile neither shed a tear

Just me in a steady sailing dory

A careless look from million miles away

One hey there "i miss" in the depths of my loneliness

Without any emotion, i, a dead man walking

Without a sign of storm, us, a lost fleet sinking



#654

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Nothing more

If i could only see your eyes

Only your voice in my ears
Feeling the tress of your hair
Smelling only your scent 

From so far away and nearer than your heart
I want nothing more



i miss your songs, your light, your everything

#653

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One angel away

Raindrops hitting like shooting stars
While thunders tore my soul apart
Winded up in a city that i'm alone in many
Still seeking love through the dots in my heartline
Losing the feeling of you and i, i can not!
Absence make love grow fonder, right?



"Apart" from "No Saint Of Me"
Orjan Nilsen feat Jonathan Mendelsohn

#652

mæ | pax orienta

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Mornings without Sun

 A memory between heart and mind
A word that comes alive with you by my side
Love is
A secret smile of yours that i hold on
A voluntary pain leads to everything i hoped for
Yet

Another morning in your absence
Another breathe i had to take in this life
You're
A dream i live in, i everyday miss
A dream i've seen, patient to kiss



"Vega, X-Fi, La Copac"

#651

mæ | pax orienta

Downcast

A cycle i wanna escape
One end to another that i create
Sky-high mountains to an abyss
Take me with you, there's no exit but our bliss

#650



mæ | pax orienta

Sum

With hopeless, broken arrows
All alone, we are silent hearts
Once touched by an angel
Now a fading memory i become
Where is my day and night
Still i am in this endless twilight



#649

æ | pax orienta

Ice Heart

If patience is the key to doors of love
I'm through the hall and i fell down
You forgot who i was, yet i recall who we were
We have everything to lose and we fell apart



#648

Losing a sentence

Like our watches showing different timelines
Am i awake when you're deep into asleep?
As we are living in two cities
Are you talking while i can't hear a sound?



#647

The joy in misery

While half the world sleeps
Thinking of you i can not
Pink dreams and endless void clash
I don't know what is left for me now
One smile of yours
That spark in your beautiful eyes
Were keeping me alive
Where i am now
In this city, in this room i am not

#646

Love is all there is, M is all i am

Voiceless sound

To my miracle

Never thought this could be so hard

The best thing ever happened could have the worst pain

Not hearing your voice, not seeing you in front of my eyes

Not knowing your troubles nor smiles you had in your life

Not able to see, nor hear, nor feel my only daylight

Knew how much i'd miss you but not this hole inside my heart

I missed you, i missed the only pillar kept me from falling down

#645