lovey dovey 🎉 poetry: Temmuz 2017

Glass half full

Sending everyday, every hour
Same letter to an address unknown

Praying everyday, every hour

Same wishes for smaller odds

Accepting the loss step by step
Same sentence of hers in my ears

I want you but it's not possible

Same heartache with a stronger pain
A simple no, not a maybe i get
Same first kiss, only your hand
All i wanted was, you, nothing more

#678

Dreams to Reality

Still in my dreams

Still distant in my own dreams

Playing hide and seek

Playing me, she always hides, never seeks

#677

Lies in the truth

Believe into your own lies

Like i did before

Deceive yourself into something different

I can't anymore

Run away from your feelings

That i never could

Forget me, release everything in your mind

Don't worry
I'll always reside in your heart

#676

Alev alev

Gönülden gönüle giderken

Güzelliğin yüzden yüze değişirken

Tek bir anıya tek bir söze takılı kalmak

Hiç kaybetmemişçesine ağlayıp durmak

Hiç sevmeyecekmiş gibi bir yeminle ısrar ederken

Kaderine razı, aşkın ölümüne yenilerek

#675

The real story

Miles away a broken heart
Inches away a healing touch
If you could break away your chains
I would be waiting, you, under my wings

#674

m | bellum occidentis

Sabır

Sevmekten çok sevilmek gerek belki de

Seveni sevmek, kayıtsızca değer vermemek

Umutsuzca beklemektense gitmeli ruhumdan

Ama nerde?

#673

æ | distantia

Gone silently

Not our days together

Not our little magical moments

I only miss the dream of us

You come home late from work

Me on the door ready with dinner

Our little girl needs help with her homework

Me watching the game with your father
I look at you from the couch

You, the only glow in my life

Let's wander around Old Town

Let's celebrate the day we ran into each other

As long as we were together

The spark in our eyes would last forever

mæ
"Once in a lifetime love"

#672

Duran kalpler

Al bu acıyı içimden

Al götür bu ölü toprağını üzerimden

Hiç karşılaşmamış gibi, her sözünü çiğnemedi mi
Hiç sevmemiş gibi, gönülden söylememiş ki
Yokmuşçasına yokolsun yokluk tek varım olsun

Who is afraid of love?

æ | iN a statE oF trancE

#671

In your dreams

Loved you long enough
Believed your empty words

Not seen much, not lived enough
If you chose an empty heart
Be with it in an empty room
Your hands on your head crying
Desperate to find another miracle happening

#670

æ | bellum occidentis

Don't look back

In 2 days like 2 years after

Becoming nobody after being your only hope

Thinking you're better off alone

Understanding now you never loved me, you hurt me no more

You ran away from every obstacle you encounter

Not brave, nor thoughtful, you're the one forever alone

You don't deserve me, to be loved by someone like me

With every second i'm alive, in every step you take

Your eyes will be looking out for me

Can't you see, you killed every dream reside in you

#669

æ | in | m

Uyuyan gönülde, tek bir rüya
Yıkılır dünyan kayıp yıldızlarla
Sabah dinmeyen bir acı karşımda
Kanrevan olmuş aşk, kırık camlarda
Sorgusuz solan çiçeklerin boynu bükük
Yalnızlık kapıda, yalnızlık kapımda

#668

æ | reborn