What they call, facing the reality

To understand how life is meaningless

You gotta empty your life once in a while

To get the idea of how insignificant you are

You gotta love someone so hard

Don't wanna be a star in this life, you are not

Dark matter has a lot more to offer than sparkling stardust

#712 | pax orienta

M: Une blessure d'amour

Keeping your wound closer to mine

Bleeds and heals at the same time

Brave enough to shed tears?

Brave enough to witness?

Everything has a reason, i don't wanna know, don't wanna know

This time, you are gonna only be a dream i saw, i see, i can't get rid of

#711

. | pax orienta

for the M reference in the music video jump to 1:20

Autumn

Autumn is already here 

I just didn't know, yellow leaves everywhere

 You stepped, crushed every leave already dead

 You always knew where to hit when

#710

. | pax orienta

#709

Gönül anlamasa da, isyan etmedi

Allah kısmet etti, aşk bitti

. | pax orienta

#709

Taken from ASOT 767

Senseless

You can't perceive the things i've faced

Your heart won't accept, your mind not able to imagine

How, how can you know? It was my life that i risked

And no one, no one will make you feel like i did

No one!

Yet, just a wind on your face i am

Still just a ghost in your room

Insignificant, worthless, en bref, nothing at all

Life goes on

. | pax orienta

#708

Post-Forever

Wanna be a shadow in the streets

My heart is no longer beating

Silence comes with a price, i'm uneasy

My mind is free, still my heart aching

You hurt something deep inside, bleeding cruelty

My unnoticeable wounds never recovering

#707

Perfect Guy

Everyone may choose to be somebody for someone

But i chose to be the perfect guy for someone

Once i am, i can't be the same ever again

Once i am broken, i can't be whole again

When you are gone, i'm living without breathing

I'm freezing to death while slowly losing every sense of loving

#706

? | pax orienta

Yenik yersiz değil mi bütün düşler?

Kurtuldum fikrinden diye şükrederken

Bilinçaltım gözlerinle ışıl ışıl söyle neden... neden?

Çare aramadım ki ben seninle çaresizken

Deva aramadım ki ağrılar içime işlerken

Ağrı mı deva yoksa hastalığın kendisi mi?

Aşkım yenik, düşlerimle ölümü bekler

#705

"Tuğba Yurt - İnceden İnceden"

Subliminal

Like you leave my life, like you finally got rid of me 

Now go away from my thoughts

Leave my soul, do not come ever to my dreams

7th - 9th - 11th Casse-toi 

Sors de mes rêves

#704

"Kalbimde kırılmadık yer mi bıraktın?

Yaptığıyla ve söylediği nedense farklı

Masumun ahı aheste aheste alınır

Bırakın kazandım zannetsin zavallı"

"Did you left any piece in my heart unbroken?

Somehow what you said and what you did is different

Innocent's divine revenge is taken step by step

Let the poor thing think she / he won"

Gönülyaşı

Seninle olduğum, sensiz kaldığım kadar

Seni haketttiğim ve seni elde edemediğim gibi

Kayıp, neyi kaybettiğini, neden kaybettiğini bilemeden

İplikteki düğümler kopmuş gibi hiç örülmeden

Bana uzanan ellerin kumlara karışırken

Rüyalarımda ruhun yoklukla boğuşurken

#703

Go away, leave me to myself

Dreaming on, dreams turning into nightmares

Stepping into darkness, come on, wake up from dreams

There's only one truth, nobody wanted to see

Love is a state of insanity, everything exists but purity

Unconditional love you may give, broken hearts you will receive

There is the cliff, you pushed me into, my death is from you

Never ever loved, never ever cared

Always being lied, i, always deceived

Forever love, forever lost, forever alone

Get out of my head, like you got out of my life

Get out of my dreams, like you got out of my thoughts

#702

Rumi #7

"Heart is blind, who cares about the mind? 

Heart fell in love with a rose, it doesn't care about its thorns." 

-Rumi

#701

instagram

#700

Dream of a rose in its perpetual spring

Love is a maybe in its continuous ambiguity

instagram

#699

Uçaklar başka yolların şehirlerine

Gözler kapanınca rüyalarım hep kabuslarınla

#699

Yerle yeksan

Akan gözyaşlarım sanki sana mı dert? Hep bana mı cam kırıkların?

Elini uzatmadan, gözlerine bakmadan, yalan mıydı hep sözlerin?

Neden inandım, neden sevdim, neden hâla? Hâla? Seninim hâla?

Dönsen sevmeyeceğim, ama yine de dön, yalan gerçeğimize yalın bir ihtiyaç!

Hiç mi sevmedin, hiç mi istemedin, bahaneydi kapının ardındaki gülüşün?

Ne sen Tess'din, ne ben Andre olabildim

#698

VEGA