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Alacakaranlık / Twilight


Kulağıma fısıldıyor gece
Yeni gün doğacak diye
Ne günüm gece, ne gecem gün
Her şey senden sonra, senden önce

#716 | pax

Night whispering in my ear
A new day on his way
Neither my night is day nor my day is night
Everything defined as after and before you

#716 | Translated from Turkish


Tears in the rain, why mon, why now?


Some days are longer than others
Some dreams last longer in our memories
I've seen you lost, in dark streets with blurry neon lights
I've cried so hard, everybody thought it's raining so hard
Not all what you think of, not you all think of
It was unique, and that's why we lost it
How cruel to think, we never had it?

715# | pa. .ri.nta


Can you feel it? When i cry?
I can still see you in my dreams.
And they mess with my day.
Why? Why we never met?
Did i deserve that?
Apparently that's all i can ever get

#715 | ..x o..e...


Universe, go to your own way!


It rained a lot today.
There were likely 50 tables and many more wet.
I find a dry one, i light a cigarette.
You were on my mind.
And the universe was mocking me.
It had to remind somehow.
Again and again.
I checked there was no marks on other tables.
...
For M reference just look at the table.


#714 | Sorry, no poem today

Bir kere bile


Uzaklaşıyorum fikrinden
Uzaklaşıyorum bedeninden
Nasıl da yakalandım rüyamda
Ve yakınlaştım ruhuna
Yeniden aldın dipsiz girdabına
Girmeksizin senin gamsız kalbine, bir kere bile
Ne bir sezi, ne de bir anı ile

713# | pax orienta


You may do everything for her
Not enough not enough
Unrequited love seemed like forever love
You gave everything you can, still worthless you are

713# | pax orienta