1990 ea creative 🔹1997 return : reborn 🔹 2001 helios iii 🔹 2006 pax orienta : aetates obscurae 🔹2023 ⩘ panacea : veda : ada : donanma : vefa : kıta : tacenda ⩗

Diary of Winter


Why we suffer, what we had dreamed of anyways?
Her hands made of pearls, her eyes filled with oceans?
How come love drives us to every border and we pass every one of them?
Just to be with her, we are capable to do, give everything
Love... pure, unconditional, dreamy love...
We knock its doors, crushed its walls
Everything is not enough while we were afraid of nothing
We pray endlessly, while this little world, this short life finding its meaning finally
Yet, we don't why, we light a cigarette in the dark, raise a glass
And we say altogether, it wasn't kismet, it wasn't our destiny again and not this time
We cry out loud, we broke others heart, and still lost in misery we are

#721 | ...

Tuğba Yurt - İnceden İnceden (Akustik)


Seriale


Basit bir dizide, klasik bir romanda, tatlı bir aşk filminde
Çiftler mutlu olsunlar, bakışsınlar gizlice
Umarken onların mutluluğunu, hatırımdan sileyim dipsiz yalnızlığımı
En azından ekranlardaki sahte karakterler birbirine kavuşurken
Unutayım seni, senin kalbime kazıdığın derin ve onmaz izi

#720


Bride in black


They say if you lose someone but found yourself that you won
Why am i still in so much pain then?
Why i see you everywhere i look?
Why i let you rule my mind, ruin my heart?
Do you have any idea, how you hurt me?
No, if you had you'd never give up on me
No, if you had you'd let me see you once, let me feel the pain
No, if you had, i'd gifted a real memory, in your arms
The hell i won, my body is screaming and i have no words

#719 | ...



Her şeye rağmen, yine de, hala...


Soğuğun koynunda zikrederken seni
Umudunda ard arda sıralanmış kelimeleri
Çok daha fazlasını, seni hakettiğimi
Huzuru eksilttiğimi ve yine de aşkı istediğimi
Nedenlerimi bildiğim bir savaşta olmazların bana kaybettirdiğini
Usulca yağan yağmurda, yavaş yavaş kararan toprakta kaybolmam
Bir gün kötü günlere, en sonunda kötü sonlara veda etmek isterken
Sonunda sensizliğe, yalnızlığa tamamen teslim olmam
Aşkın tanımıysa Allah'ın anlaması zor adaletine sessizce boyun eğmek

#718 | pax orienta


Istanbul wants to meet you


Running away from ghosts and shadows
Looking the other way yet my brain is full with thoughts of you
Ashamed and confused that i'm still in love with you
All my wishes and desires are conflicting 
Do i want you or i wanna stay away from you
No answers, everywhere is a dead end
It's late at night
All stores are closed and i was gonna buy something for you

#717 | forever
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