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Aşkı haketmedi?

Hiçle hep arasında

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Çaren ile biçare

İçimden taşar aşkım 

Mahkum kaldığım yara
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#779

Running away

I left the door wide open
Only you to know i'm leaving
I waited anxiously
Believing in our love
While you appeared in my dreams
Continuously
Between short days of mine
Clinging on a rope that will take my life
You were unaware
Was i breathing or imitating?
Already gone or still conflicted?

#778

Rain

Clouds, in every small piece

Raining to my little earth

Throughout the sky

Blue is no more 

Black and gray, everything

Just raining

Drop by drop, upon me

I don't believe in umbrellas

I didn't need any shelter
Cause i had hope, had love

#777

First of Many

Searching your eyes... 

Brightest stars in the sky? 

Pearls in the deepest sea? 

Or in front of me? 

As i always wanted to be

#776

Fear

All words are obsolete

Everything i fought for is useless

Against one feeling

"Fear"

Remembering the cold in the city

Waiting you in a café nearby

Looking to the end of the street

Hoping you'd show up this time

I'll never face your fears again

I'll never step into that airport

With every bit of my soul

With false hopes that you loved me

I'll never love and challenge destiny again

I'll never love and break my faith one more time

With the imagination that you could be mine

With the heartbreak i tasted many times

#775

Never mind

Every morning and every night

No matter what

I can't escape this feeling

Something is missing in my life

Is it your smile?

Your voice or your eyes?
Is it our high hopes in lost battles of mine?
Or is it our hopeful dreams i sense every time?
Being special and feeling it

Two different things in my heart

Sometimes they unite and sometimes do not

Yet, i am sure of lots of things about us
Like every line in my poetry reflecting you
Like every note behind your songs belonging to me
If there is something called love

It's you and i --- my life, my soul, my ...

#774

Therapy

The princess of Balkans and Siberia

Appears on my doorstep and steps into my life

In every moment, every day

Straightens things out, while my heart is bleeding out

When i'm touched by her heartwarming voice
Every problem, every bit of worry is gone

She's my therapy, scattering agony

She's my therapy, making me happy

#773

Thanks for the inspiration

Love, Peace & Sleep

In you, i see an angel that you couldn't

And you know me better than anyone would

With love, in your eyes

I foresee the days, we are together

You enjoy the moments, while waiting for forever

With peace, in your mind

Dreaming, that i am saw you for the very first time

You're more than i could imagine, my love 

Sleep, within a sweet blue dream

Cause those days are over

You and i together

Cause it's time to love, peace & sleep

#772

Closer

Your eyes prettier

Your hands warmer
You're my has been and whats gonna be

Everyday, more and more beautiful

Your nose, your lips, your golden hair

A spirit more cheerful

  

While our souls closer
You're sour, sweet and bitter
And i'm lighter and darker

Real rather than a dream

With my tears and your smile

With answers without our doubts

#771

It was always you

One day, on our timeline

One hope, in our lifeline

Wish i could be with you

When you had your migraines 

While you're having a hard time finding your purse

Wish i could be there

When you need a shoulder to cry on

While you want me around to rely on

I will always be there

When you look at me your eyes shine

Your smile, oh my, while wanting the last piece of pie

For every moment left, i want to be with you

When you offer to go out for a cup of coffee 

Starbucks probably, while all you want is to be with me

Just you and me, together we will be

Cause your eyes in my very soul

And the same wish i belong

It was always you, in the beginning, till the end

#770

Fresh

The songs made me cry makes me smile now

The reasons made my mind clouded makes me thankful

From the beginning to the end, I'm happy now

From sorrow to hurtful pain, I'm utterly happy now

Now that I'm with you, my arms around you

I'm thankful to every dot in my lifeline 

I'm cheerful for every step in my journey

I will shout one day to the sky, forever love

I will meet you where dreams come true, forever mon âme

#769

Silence

And there is silence after all

Your wishful thinking collides with your wondering

Hard to understand what's going on within your mind

Impossible to know what's in her head

You did your thinking so long ago, maybe that's why

Now my mind is an empty paper trembling with the sound of her voice

If i can remember, if i ever hear her voice again

She should know, she is my joie de vivre

Now, there is silence again, like it was here before

And i'm wondering if something went wrong all along

#768

i will always, i will love you forever

Artık

İpliklerin kavuştuğu gibi

Düğüm düğüm

Saçlarının karıştığı gibi

Kuple kuple

Yolların birleştiği gibi

Kavşak kavşak

Ruhumuz bir bütün, ayrılmaz

Aşkımız bir bütün, vazgeçilemez

Artık gel

Gitmelerinden, kararsız durmalarından uzak

Artık kal

Gönlümün doyamacağı, izinin silinmeyeceği kadar

Ben çok sevdim, artık sen de sev

Şimdi ve sonsuza kadar

#767

Kanatırken cam kırıkları, bir kez daha sevmek bir hayal kırıklığını

İçini yakan acıyı unuttun mu?

Kalbinin parça parça

Ruhunun liğme liğme olduğunu?

O yakarışı söndüren güzel bakışlar, şirin sözler

Zihnini yıldıran anlamsız cümlerle yoğrulurken

Sen unuttun mu, hayal kırıklıklarının kanına karıştığı günleri

Korkmuyor musun hala siyahlaşan kanındaki kalıntılardan

Yüzleşmeyecek misin, beyninde dolaşan korkularlarınla

Yapayanlız kalmaktan, seni delirten tek bir düşünceyle

Ellerin ellerinde değil artık

Seni hayatta tutan ilmikler çözülmüş artık

Tüm çabalar, alınan her risk kayıp artık

Yalnız, ihanete uğramış, terk edilmekten öte, yok sayılmış

Ölmek isterken, her çabadan uzak

Beklemekten bile ölümü usanarak

İçin karanlık, vücudun acılar içinde yaşayarak

#766

B Planı

Bulutların yağmurlarla yer değiştirmesi gibi

Nehirlerin denizlere, okyanuslara karışıp gitmesi gibi

Yok olup yeniden var olurken ölmek

Siyahtan beyaza, grinin her tonunda aşk

Seninle gündüzler aydınlık, sensiz geceler karanlık değil

Geçilmemiş yıkık köprülerin bir ucunda sen diğerinde ben

Aşkımız arada kalmış, alacakaranlıkta seninle ben

#765

forever and never?

You've got mail!

A sign of life in my lonely world
Everytime a new hope with all the possibilities in our universe

A simple call
Coming from my anchor who keeps me steady

A few words written

Coming from my helm who guides me correctly

Does she know, can she guess?

That nobody in the world can surpass her

That no words may describe my emotions towards her

It's a feeling that is more than love, like she's the rain passing through my very soul

You deserve nicest memories, good days and laughs through your destiny

Let all be with me, my love, my soul, my only

#764

forever

Destiny

My eyes are on yours

My hands are on your golden hair

Like a small little bird you're under my arms

A gentle kiss i gave to this tiny lovely creature

She smiled and said:

"What took you so long"

"What took this long to find you, love you and cherish you"

Thankful to mysteries of our destiny

To every step, every knot, every node, every stone... 

...that led me to you

#763

My only

Into the night

All the world became blurry

I can't see, i can't feel

Not anymore, not anything
All the paths still in front of me?

No, there is none!

Only --- there is one!

Give your hands to me

Put your shoulder under my arm

Walk with me till the end

Let it be my only

#762

Şükür Allah'a

Absence

Ambiguities of my life

Regrets, wrong turns and such

All of my steps led me to you

Yet i stumbled everytime, fell everytime

Oceans meeting the sands on your feet

You looking up to the horizon

Don't watch our love drown

While our melodies in your mind

#761

Gray

In a labyrinth i am in

Painted black and white

Walking on gray lines

Neither happiness nor sadness i feel

 It throws me wall to wall

I feel dizzy, better and worse at the same time

I might get out, yet i know i won't

Love, is a different thing

Sets you free and imprison your heart

I am bewildered, euphoric and always in between

#780

Pentru Totdeauna, Sonsuza Kadar, Forever

In the nights everything shattered

Till the mornings never came

Even if the world is upside down

All life as we know is ending and death is final

Volcanos erupting in seven seas and sky is falling down

I don't care and i want you back

Either the guardians of hell or the angels of heaven coming for us

I want you with me, in the end of the world

I want you there, in the edge of eternity

#759

Mmm

Doors turning into light

Slowly and slightly

Doors of light opening up

Your hands are reaching out

An art of masterpiece

Symbol of a better tomorrow

You're stepping up

Our miracle is glowing in the dark

At last, forever in love

My wings

Take my soul to her
Let her give her heart to me

From mists and darkness

Lead us the way

Like every piece of chain you put

Make every step we take closer to us

Let every sunrise, let every night fall

Let all the world connects our ends

Make it happen, happen again and again

Let us love again, deeper and harder

#757

Furtună

Don't ask me why

Just want to hear your voice

Could you make me hear?

Traveling across mountains and rivers

With winds always ready to turn into a storm

Can i meet that lovely tune in the air

With that sound your face might appear

In my mind, every detail of your skin

Every color in your iris, the warm look in your eyes

I just want to hear your voice

Shout at me if you must

Through the gates of heaven

Between the end and the beginning of our galaxy

I want your voice to echo in my mind to the eternity

Your hands in mine, my heart in yours

I wanna live by my love that conquered all

Forever Love, Forever My soul

#756

Playback

Darkness

Loneliness in crowd

An unfulfilled life

Silence

Disconnection

On the verge of despair

Time

Throws you apart

Pushes me away from my soul 'n dreams

Fear

All memories might recur

The ones who won, can lose again

#755

Eşti, Sen, You are

A key to my lock

Drops of rain to my fire

You are 

My Sun for the darkest night

A door of light

Enters into my heart

You are

My brightest constellation in this perfect storm called life

My hands are open and wide

Gazing through the clouds of sky

You are

In my prayers i memorised

With unknowns, setbacks, dreams dispersed in my mind

Confident and hopeless at the same time

You are

In my wishes i believed in my love

#754

Fogs carpet my heart

It's like the longest day

I wonder where does it end?

Deep inside my heart

My dreams coexist with all my fears

And still no answers i see to my prayers

The queen is not stepping down

Nothing gonna change in the old town

Within turmoil, i walk with my head down

Hopes disappear in the continuity of my life

#753

Thanks to my brother for the photo
instagram.com/enverfatihakgun

Flori albe şi roşii

I know you're listening this song too
I hear you me saying don't cry
Be a man, do not shed your tears on a picture of mine
How can i not have these happy tears?
When i see your eyes smile with my flowers on your hand
Save one of the hearts for me, smell like i'm in love with you
Cause i'm intensely stronger with you
Let me cry a little more, let this song never end
You know what, good days are back!

#752

We're in this together

When the lights go out
When the darkness surrounds your heart
Know that i'm here

Far away yet close to you like your heartbeat
Know that i'll be always here

Cause a man of his word said once
Forever

#751

Mon chagrin

Imprisoned in my mind

Lost deep inside in my heart

There's a dream still alive

Beautified with sweet lies

Words tied in my throat

My thoughts are retracing

Hanging down from the ceiling

My feelings are dying

Days that i count passing by

With despair, with hope close by

At crossroads in the brightest dawn

Waiting you is eating me up alive

#750

Monica

After i've seen the sunrise

All of my emotions leads to one

While i'm sleeping in a deepest dream

When i'm breathing in every second of my life

You're my northern star guides me home

You're the only star in my sky that gives me hope

My miracle blends in my soul

My soul meets my love

And we are one again, once again, forever love

#749

All minions for one

Don't be afraid anymore

I deserve to make you happy once more

Don't be afraid of the storm

I'll be the harbour you need in thunderstorms

Don't be afraid to give me your hand

I'll be there catching you whenever you fall

Don't be afraid to love again

Cause i'll be the best version of myself

I know you won't be afraid anymore

Cause you found your other half long ago

#748

forever love!

Dressed in full armour

I'd die to touch your golden hair only once

God, let me live forever to look into her beautiful eyes

In the mists of future

I'll meet you wherever you are

I'll reach you even if you're far away

Now, i'm afraid to love again

I'm afraid to call you my soul again

Yet with every step you take towards me i'll love you more and more

If you say we're friends, i'll hide my love behind unbreakable walls

If you say we're in love again, we'll make a bridge from past to eternity

#747

forever

Josephine

Acıtan iyileştiriyor

Vakit an be an daralıyor

Issız dünyam, minik kalbim
Bir güzelin iki dudağı arasında

Dirilirken de sanki yavaş yavaş ölüyor

#746

The one hurts, now heals

Time is running out with every moment

My lonely world, my tiny heart

Is in between the lips of a beauty

While resurrecting it feels like dying at the same time

Translated from Turkish

"You're indelible i can't forget"

"Josephine

 I'll never be good enough i want to be

Just let me try once more..."

Days of Maybe

Seeing a daydream right after another

Staring at your eyes till it's over

Till all dreams will be shattered 

Till all candles burn out one by one

#745

forever?