Escape

Web of brain cells exploding
For a few hours my mind fixated
My downfall is more familiar
My end is more definite
Cooling down a bit
Breathing in and out
Like a night rider
Following lightened bridges
Watching and counting asphalt lines
This city is a prison
Roads leads to dead end streets
Be my destination, save me, get me out of it

I reverse and move forward again
This city is my home
And
I wanna escape from it

#823

Grim

Zillions of footsteps
Thousands of roads
Hundreds of crossroads
Don't you hate future, it's complexity
Aren't you afraid that you're gonna be extremely unhappy?
One last shot, one last night, let's not think
Without hope, without this cloud of thoughts
Let's just count the minutes till the new coming dawn

#822

Vis de vara

Destroy myself once again

Destructive creationism

That's all i seek

Wanna see you again and again

Hear your voice once more

Dance, talk, smile and be sad again

Together, hours were minutes

With laughter, tears and my extensions

I miss you

Miss the days i first saw you

Discovery of a love burning up 

Acquaintance of two beautiful souls

I love you

Annihilate myself one more time

Just to find you

Find you in a song i love

Find you in a lonely street called love

#821

That's what love made me

Run, run if you can

Can you escape from hitting the wall

Love, love as much as you can

Can you reach the gates of euphoria 'n peace

You know your ending, you're still walking

Stop, stop it's coming closer, it's your cliff

As long as we're dancing, the music is still playing

Even if interrupted, our souls coming together

One step closer, step by step, till my imagination

Can i hope, that your white dress is burning with love

Can i see, that your smile is enchanting, hear the words i predicted

#820

Minions Fly High

Minions sleep in daylight

With your voice they revive

Blink their eyes, stretch and yawn

Minions fly high

See your smile, they fall from the sky

Idiots never get hurt though

It's all good, if they see you just one more time

All minions are dreamers

Generally it's all about love

Sometimes just a hug, rarely a kiss

Dreams are to die for, especially one

If you don't believe me, ask a minion you know

#819

Open doors

 

Roses gloom not because you try too hard
Only with your sunlight and my drops of rain time to time
Good-byes ain't real because they're said so strong
Feels like it though, had said too many times
Not leaving you, but this room
Came back again and again, can't remember how many times
Do recall how and why though i fell in love
Did i win your heart?
Feels like i lost a key now
Only this may make me have you and finally us

#818

Letter M

M

So many things hidden behind a letter

So many unknows, is it only a letter?

It's everything i hope for

It's all i fought for

Plain and simple, M has dreams in between

Hopes that i wanna believe in

In my world, in my tiny insignificant life

Somehow, somewhere M stepped in

All the other letters didn't matter anymore

All i see was you and all the words read has an M

#817

All roads lead to Bucharest

Lights of cars decorating my street
Got out with my coat and keys
I'm walking through the night
Alone and lonely
Found a bench across the Bosporus
Watching cargo ships sailing in the night
Feels like i'm the only one in the city
***
Wish i was in a truck leaving for Timisoara
Or on a ship going to Constanta
Better, in a car driving to Bucuresti
Might find a place to stay
Something to drink with someone to share
***
Even if all the flights are canceled
Even if all the roads are blocked
Even if all the world quarantined
Wish i could find a way to...
A way to love and be with you

#816

Hi

Hi to the only woman in my heart, the only beauty in my mind
Hugs of love coming from Bosporus, passing from Balkans just for you
For one kiss that ignites all flames, for one touch that leads to a lifetime
I can't, i won't give up - you're the one!

#815

#814

One must kiss you while have the chance
Hug you hardest when with you
Enjoy your cuteness with your smile
One should have you as long as alive

#814

Last Exit Before Bridge

Dreams slipping from my hands

A sunset seen from mountains

An extraordinary life already dead

I gave up without fighting

I gave in without myself convincing

Stable, modest and typical

Not flying over the clouds but standing

Not super duper happy but smiling

I'll be the last man standing

Not gonna win any hearts nor find the one

Alone, lonely but alive, already gone

#813

One step at a time

My steps in harmony
In every beat, in every melody
Closing the gap
Approaching your breath
I know what to say
Waited for a lifetime
What took you so long?
Love...
Dazzled by your eyes
Startled with your smile
I don't know if i can stand
I don't know if i am getting a heartbreak

#812

Depth in blindness

Sky is no limit for us

My love, an anchor in the vast sea

My dedication, a star in the sky, guides me

And you are, you are more beautiful than ever

Your voice, kisses, wanna be with you forever

I need a pinky swear though

In sickness and health, for richer and poorer

I need you to be my guardian angel

And a final request

Please don't wake me up cause i get lost in your eyes

#811

Contrast

Ambiguous dreams

A future of uncertainties

In the dark, shadows and despair

Losing my grip

Life has constants though

In the sea of possibilities

Holding to a rope, my love

Pulling ourselves up and higher

#810

Our mornings

When dawn awakes, around 4h30

Everything starts again

Dreams, hopes and miracles

Feels like flying in the open sea

Where we will end up, we will see

6 AM Sharp, together like we used to be

Always patient and in a limbo

One foot indoors other is out, hesitating

Looks like i'm always in, waiting

You deserve the best in everything

#809 

Bridge of Hope

 My eyes closing
Am i sleeping or dying
When i think of you
I don't know what i am feeling
In the middle of a bridge forever
My face looks like crying while smiling
Probabilities of love, i am full of it
Waiting, walking or running
Always at the same spot, standing
Time frozen in an endless darkness
Sun rising for the shortest day
One step ahead, two steps back
To love and for love, always waiting
A dead end, not even noticing

#808

Lost ~ not to be found

Take down the walls built brick by brick

Drown in the flood made drop by drop

Leave the city you hate now

Don't stop till find another one you'll hate

Cause everyone takes their pain and memories with

Truth be told i thought all could get away

Sorrow in my eyes, an unstoppable song in my mind

Believed for a moment, everything will be fine

Yet, i challenged the world like a fool

Fought and gave up and began again

Tired bloody eyes, no sleep, no appetite

Guilty i am, sentenced for life

#807 

When, where, how?

Meeting for the first time
Love, in his first contact
When two becomes one?

Patient, calm and persistent
Indecisive, warm and protective
Where two hands touch?
  
Time passes quickly in shadows
Dreams burn slowly in flames
How two souls unite?

#806

One way or another, no way and no one whatsoever

 

In darkness, i can see your face

Light a candle with your smile

In silence, i can hear your voice

Rip out this void with your words

In a dream only, i can see you

Make my dreams come true

In reality, i have cant's and wont's

Give me your hand, once, let me look into your eyes

In glowing pages of my life, love me more

Cause, only love and death, can change everything

#805

Gray

 

Either flying above the clouds, or a low pass

Black or white

In reality

My dreams are always in the middle

Hopeful and hopeless at the same time

End of every road is unclear

After all these are our first steps

Miles to go, we have million miles to go

#804

Against all odds

I don't see any red lights

I am driving away

Following white lanes

Should i stop?

Accidents happen, maybe roads closed

Yet, don't care, or worry anymore

Driving fast and coming to the city that broke me into pieces

Never stopped thinking about you along the road

Never considered giving up

Keep driving, fly away like a little bird

Cause, with you, love is worth a shot

#803

Rudimentary

Do you dream?

I do every day and night

Don't know anything about mine

Mostly an edifice of simplicity

Cause i sit next to you

Unconsciously turn my head

Look deeply into your eyes

By mistake, i touch your hand
Just for a brief moment

Everything is about being next you

#802

Expanse

Ain't this the easy way
I know, i know what has been and what's meant to be
I do remember the struggles and the fall
I cherish those sweet moments and words
Truly happy i am, with you
That's why i fought, that's why i stayed
Not going anywhere
Not running away somewhere
Stay, stay with me, my soul
See the end of the day
Believe me, when i say
I love you more than the entire world
I'll be better step by step
I know that's what everyone says
Yet
With you
I'm the happiest man on earth
I'll make you the luckiest girl alive
Because love conquers all
Cause my love has an horizon beyond all

#801

Beautiful you're

You're beautiful by far
You really are
Not just your eyes
Not simply your smile
Not about your lips, no, not your hair or face
Everything about you is beautiful
Not your voice, not your smiling eyes
I mean, i need, i need more words
More words to describe
Stunning, heart struck, infinitely
Breathless, astonishing, absolutely 
Without a doubt, artistic and most definitely
Look my hands are tied
My heart stops
My life ended and began again 
With your beauty
Wish you were just pretty
But you're beautiful
You really are by far

#800

Rise of The Sun

In the dawn of the day
You and me, face to face
Raining slightly

Your golden hair getting wet
My eyes getting blurry
At last, i can cry as much as i want
Feels like a glass about to brake
Borders disappear
Obstacles melting in the rain
I wish i had an umbrella though
Last thing i want is to see you sick
If you were, may i stay with you?

Last thing i want is to be apart from you

#799

Missing

Today is agony, tomorrow is sorrow

Something broken inside of me

Being away from you
Being distant from love

Get used to seeing you

Not missing one moment of your life

Not even one smile, not even one thought
Now it's the hardest part

My heartbeat is out of touch
My soul is one step apart

#798

I'm done

I'm done

Making mistakes

Waiting replies for days

Making love happen

Wondering how you are

I'm done waiting and hoping

I'm done

Watering this rose by myself

Waiting it to gloom
Sleeping by myself alone

Waiting for you to come

I'm done loving and dreaming

I'm done

Waiting for a meet-up for years
Daydreaming for vain
Waiting for your interest

Listening love songs of ours

I'm done trying and it's because of you!

#797

Paper ships

I put all my hopes in a paper ship

Sailed proudly to the sea

Waves, hurricanes and thunders

Safe and sound

I built an armada, a fleet of paper
All colors of hopes and dreams

One day, a what if, sank all of them
The doubt, the fear of losing you

Look, we were made of stars

And i'm burning like shooting stars

#796

Dance with me

Any flaws you have, i don't care

You step on my toe, yet we are dancing

If you could only
See the joy in your eyes
The gift you are to me

If you could only witness
The change within me

The dream you are to me

Dancing without your crazy moves

Hard times pass without me

#795

Rain on me

Ifs and buts
Every step in the right place

Once loved enough, yet 

In eternity, am alone in the crowd

Yet, still, forever

Lost and found in dark shadows 

Words instead of flesh

Souls instead of body scent

Hey, heya, hi there

Flowers everywhere

An image of you suffices

Our voices echo in time

Once and always

Stay in my mind

Already in my little heart

Reach my hand, following this song

#794

Liliac

Walking towards you

Step by step

Have a bouquet of flowers

It's a bright day

Your hands are in mine

Isn't it lovely to promenade

Talking or in silence

Smiling or crying

With you

Isn't every moment beautiful

#793

Magnolia

Nor songs neither poems

Not enough
My feelings are not to be told by some words

Do you even know

That i see your smile with closed eyes

Dedication of a thousand poems on your name

Not enough

My tears are not to be judged by a number 

Do you even guess

That i love even that little mark in your face

#792

Lightning

Amazing lightnings and the smell of rain...
While listening the rain alone in the dark...

Thought about a sleeping beauty across the Black Sea...
Distance unites two, fairy tales are told about us...

#791

Songs, words and stories

❤️

Words flying over my head

Voices clashing with each other

Not gonna listen, i don't wanna hear

Not anymore, not ever

Let me close my eyes

The sound of waves of an ocean

Like rain through my window

All the songs i listen when i'm with you

Like the little bird chirping for our mornings

Not other people

All i wanna hear is your voice, your stories, only you

#790

I waited you

How many mornings with impatience

How many hours to see your smile one more time

How many nights to dream you

How many years to join together

#789

Under different umbrellas

Tears within an empty heart

All wars won but one

It was never over nor forever

Rain drops empierce through me

Ruins of you were inside me

Regrets never forgotten

Here i am, once again

Alone in the streets

Without a way out

Addicted to your smile and your eyes

Remembering the pain that never heals

I'm in love with you till the end of me

I'm reaching out with my hands

Waiting for you to open the door

Once, twice, i knocked on your door forever

#788

My universe

💜
Aren't you the one who beautify my life
Add colors between black and whites
Making me dance when i am uneasy
Singing songs every time i see you
You're the one i call my love
My universe floats around your eyes
I want to thank you for being in my life

You make dreams come true and happiness in my heart

🤍

#787

Turn

An illusion of a magician
The perception of being okay

Keeps you warm

Makes you feel upbeat

Life is not like a chessboard

It's all gray

Life is like a box of biscuits

With your least and most favorites
Life is like love

Isn't a mountain road?

Yet, don't you love?

When you feel it?

When perfect sunrise is in your veins?

While the one is in your arms?

#786

Silly poem

Sometimes you're kissable, sometimes huggable

Cute & lovable

Always pretty and beautiful, you're aimable

#785

Unique

I'm begging you, cut the cord, forget what had been

Distance yourself from the past, you're all new

Keep gifting me songs while reading my latest poem

Don't stay in my memories, escape from my dreams

Between thousands of colors, be all the tones of violet

Between hundreds of days, count only the ones i'm with you

In tens of people, you're unique

Love, it's the only thing i'm sure of

#784

Yalvarırım sana olanlardan olma

Yaşanılanlardan uzak kal

Hatıralarım değil hayallerim ol

Binbir renk içinde sen

Yüzlerce gün içinde sadece seninle olanlar

Onlarca kadınla bir değilsin sen
Tek bir aşkım var o da sen

İnsan

Ayrılıklar şarkısı

Ruh ve bedenin

İdeallerin ve insan olmanın

Saflıkla büyümenin ortasında

Kafandaki sesle yüreğindeki çeliştiğinde

Çarpışırken günahların masumiyetinle

Cevapsız sorular orada

Niyetsiz cümlelerinle

Aksak adımların ıslak saçlarınla

Bilmezken neyi neden hakkettiğini

Yaşamak huzursuzlukla

Neden?

Mükemmel değil rüyalar artık

Eşsiz değil insanlar artık

Kusurlarıyla, günahlarıyla

Acısız bir bedenin yok artık

Neyse ki

Her şey insan için

Her şey "insan" olmak için değil de ne için?

#783

Ma chérie pour vie

Is God gonna let you to be mine?

My eyes will meet yours?

My hands will reach yours?

Patience, patience for my heart

Till it'd stop, keep beating like drums

An airplane flying over Henri-Coanda

Not it's first time yet it's like for the first time

My steps over Piata-Romana

Same people, same stores yet it's different somehow

Night ends in Bucuresti

Birds chirping, cars appearing in the streets

People are going to work, children to school

And i'm coming to you 

The Sun is rising for both of us

Just the two of us and the dawn of our love

#782

My imagination

Roads cross, faiths coincide

Does shy steps leads to somewhere?

Planes take off everyday
From this city to yours

Thoughts & dreams of you

From my heart to yours

Stories end, songs silence
Am i holding your hand?

#781

Winter

Following your footsteps

All i see is white

And all i have is hope

Walking towards a blizzard

Not gonna stop

Not gonna give up

In these cold nights

Am i gonna freeze?

Or lost in the hills

Will find a way

Cause i believed in finding you

Just to see you

Forever i will seek

The love that i found in you

And the soul that pierced in mine

#780