1990 ea creative 🔹1997 return : reborn 🔹 2001 helios iii 🔹 2006 pax orienta : aetates obscurae 🔹2023 ⩘ panacea : veda : ada : donanma : vefa : kıta : tacenda ⩗

Escape


Web of brain cells exploding
For a few hours my mind fixated
My downfall is more familiar
My end is more definite
Cooling down a bit
Breathing in and out
Like a night rider
Following lightened bridges
Watching and counting asphalt lines
This city is a prison
Roads leads to dead end streets
Be my destination, save me, get me out of it
I reverse and move forward again
This city is my home
And
I wanna escape from it

#823

Grim

Zillions of footsteps
Thousands of roads
Hundreds of crossroads
Don't you hate future, it's complexity
Aren't you afraid that you're gonna be extremely unhappy?
One last shot, one last night, let's not think
Without hope, without this cloud of thoughts
Let's just count the minutes till the new coming dawn

#822

Vis de vara


Destroy myself once again
Destructive creationism
That's all i seek
Wanna see you again and again
Hear your voice once more
Dance, talk, smile and be sad again
Together, hours were minutes
With laughter, tears and my extensions
I miss you
Miss the days i first saw you
Discovery of a love burning up 
Acquaintance of two beautiful souls
I love you
Annihilate myself one more time
Just to find you
Find you in a song i love
Find you in a lonely street called love

#821


That's what love made me


Run, run if you can
Can you escape from hitting the wall
Love, love as much as you can
Can you reach the gates of euphoria 'n peace
You know your ending, you're still walking
Stop, stop it's coming closer, it's your cliff
As long as we're dancing, the music is still playing
Even if interrupted, our souls coming together
One step closer, step by step, till my imagination
Can i hope, that your white dress is burning with love
Can i see, that your smile is enchanting, hear the words i predicted

#820

Minions Fly High


Minions sleep in daylight
With your voice they revive
Blink their eyes, stretch and yawn

Minions fly high
See your smile, they fall from the sky
Idiots never get hurt though
It's all good, if they see you just one more time

All minions are dreamers
Generally it's all about love
Sometimes just a hug, rarely a kiss
Dreams are to die for, especially one
If you don't believe me, ask a minion you know

#819

Open doors

 

Roses gloom not because you try too hard
Only with your sunlight and my drops of rain time to time
Good-byes ain't real because they're said so strong
Feels like it though, had said too many times
Not leaving you, but this room
Came back again and again, can't remember how many times
Do recall how and why though i fell in love
Did i win your heart?
Feels like i lost a key now
Only this may make me have you and finally us

#818

Letter M

M
So many things hidden behind a letter
So many unknows, is it only a letter?
It's everything i hope for
It's all i fought for
Plain and simple, M has dreams in between
Hopes that i wanna believe in
In my world, in my tiny insignificant life
Somehow, somewhere M stepped in
All the other letters didn't matter anymore
All i see was you and all the words read has an M

#817

All roads lead to Bucharest


Lights of cars decorating my street
Got out with my coat and keys
I'm walking through the night
Alone and lonely
Found a bench across the Bosporus
Watching cargo ships sailing in the night
Feels like i'm the only one in the city
***
Wish i was in a truck leaving for Timisoara
Or on a ship going to Constanta
Better, in a car driving to Bucuresti
Might find a place to stay
Something to drink with someone to share
***
Even if all the flights are canceled
Even if all the roads are blocked
Even if all the world quarantined
Wish i could find a way to...
A way to love and be with you

#816

Hi


Hi to the only woman in my heart, the only beauty in my mind
Hugs of love coming from Bosporus, passing from Balkans just for you
For one kiss that ignites all flames, for one touch that leads to a lifetime
I can't, i won't give up - you're the one!

#815

#814


One must kiss you while have the chance
Hug you hardest when with you
Enjoy your cuteness with your smile
One should have you as long as alive

#814