1990 ea creative 🔹1997 return : reborn 🔹 2001 helios iii 🔹 2006 pax orienta : aetates obscurae 🔹2023 ⩘ panacea : veda : ada : donanma : vefa : kıta : tacenda ⩗

Sick

Been thinking all day
You...
Sick for days
And
I don't know even how bad
Worse
I am not there to hold you
Not on watch beside you
I couldn't be there
While you're walking to the hospital
And
It tears me down
All i can do is nothing
Besides
Thinking, praying and just nothing

#828

Love is built not found


Wish i could be mad at you
At least once
Wish i could stay upset on you
Only for some time
Need you, love you, want you more
Kept praying one day that i'm all yours
Everything changes in a blink of an eye
No more boundaries, no more limits, distance no more
We won't be apart "in a dream" we will live in
A dream we "built" together
A shelter in the rain, like a guide in a maze
It's called "true love" and i found mine

#827

Rather something else

Rather something else
Than your stunning beauty
Than your smile, your dazzling eyes

Love in it's purity
Endless loyalty

Cheerful chit-chats, your joy of life
Glimpsing behind the clouds

We're meant to be
We're in the same frequency

In this life and the next
You complete me

Beneath the surface
Beyond the stars
My love is rather something else

#826

Knot


My tears raining over here
Without you as always

You're busy and i'm broke
Tell me, how it's gonna work?

Found you in dreams like before
Settled for a dream at night and cried

Everything is changing somehow
Getting complicated more and more

Tied and free one can be?
Happy and miserable one can feel?

Roads separate us instead of connecting
Is love dying instead of resurrecting

A dream lived in every breathe you're
An absence i felt everyday you're

#825