Unknown

Keeping for myself this time

All of my sorrow inside

Locked in my heart

All of my tears at night

Deep down --- i am lost

Like every dream sunk

You & i

Silent on both sides

A lot to lose and miles to go

#831

Sessiz / Silent

Gece uzun, yıldızlar sahipsiz

Karanlık sokaklarda yürüyorum

Her adımımda durarak, sendeleyerek, düşercesine

Her şey bir hiç

Yok, yok olmalı sadece

Kalbim buz tutmuş, parçalanmayı bekliyor

Tatsız lokmalar, yalnız sofralarda

Yitik, bitik ve mutsuzum

Alışmak lazım mutsuzluğa, sensizliğe ve ölüme

Alamayacağım zaferler, yaşayamayacağım hayatlar var
Ve

Alışmam lazım sensiz nefes alıp vermeye

#830

Night is long, stars unclaimed

I am walking in dark streets

I stumble, pause, likely to fall in my every step

Everything becomes nothing

One should not exist, one should be destroyed

My heart is frozen, waiting to be crushed into pieces

Ruined, exhausted and unhappy i am

Should get used to unhappiness, being without you and to death itself

There are victories i can't take, there are lives i can't live

I should get used to breath in and out, without you

Random letters

Got on the street in the morning

While light rays booming behind the clouds

Felt something different, strange to me for years

A real feeling this time, a pure sorrow

Did what i have to do

Go to work, got something to eat, stayed at night

In the mean time, i surrendered to the night

Nothing gave me pleasure

Everything became non sense all of a sudden

I stopped in a night lane

Thought about you and i

Just passed a green light because i have to

I was thinking you and i

Held myself not to rebel against the God

It was hard not to

Nobody should take you from me

After this moment, i can't live without you

Not until i catch you

Not until i kiss you

A gentle kiss, a look in to your eyes, a hand touch i lack

In the middle of my life, i repent, i pray

All words of mine, to be close to another one

All dreams of mine, to get away from what is happening right now

Every color in me blending

My desire, to be every tone of purple, violet, lavender and lilac

Everything you love i want to become

Colors are fading, it's coming

Night with darkness

Hitting me in my every step

It's not the time

Not yet

Meet me in a rainy day with your smile

Tell me you love me with your eyes only

I won't rebel to the God

God will save you and us

One day, my dear, it'll be only you and i

Against all odds

Against everything life can offer and take

It'll be you and i

Cause i loved you

Because simply, deeply and silently, i love you

#829