It's the end of the night
I'm in its darkest hour
In every minute, overwhelming
In every second, it's more difficult to breathe
I'm sure you didn't feel my world trembling
Did you shed a tear while i'm crying?
I had to ask you, will you forgive me?
I thought you can save me
Wear your pink jacket, you never needed make-up
Make me wait, let me watch an hour turning into four
Make me believe this time, make everything beautiful
Look into my eyes, see yourself in it
Can't you see?
Give me your hand, for once
Touch where it hurts the most
Can't you feel it?
Everything happens for a reason
Everything that has a beginning has an end
And
I can't have everything i want in this life
What if, all i wanted was you, then what?
Took my pills, i'm sleepy and not sleeping
I tried to close my eyes, i think won't see you in my dreams tonight
Sometimes, i feel like i have no knowledge about this life
Sometimes, i know every what and why
Well
There's no way out?
There's no any other way?
Nothing makes my life any easier
Maybe
Nothing will change your heart and mind
Maybe
A miracle you'll be, the light of life
It's killing me
The thought of you hating me
It's tormenting
Impossible to know, did you ever truly loved me?
Thunders in the night accompanying a slow rain
In darkness, i see you standing with an umbrella
Maybe you'll turn back, maybe not
Maybe you'll see me, maybe not
Finally, everything makes sense for a moment
A map you were, leading me to the only way there is
A destination, you giving birth to life
Doubtful and confused, i didn't move forward
Fearful and powerless, i lost my voice all of a sudden
It's too late
So many things happened before, a knife in my back
A cage i built, walls of fear and hate
So many things happened after, a fire inside
A song i sang, unfinished, unheard
If it's true, what you seek is seeking you?
Is it possible to find true love with you?
What does circle of life means anyways, love is a vicious circle, huh?
Is life like doing the same thing and expecting a different result?
And isn't the change the only thing never changes, so, i mean, what?
Asking confusing questions in the night, maybe it's morning, i don't know
Any saying about life or love is simply worthless
All i want to find out is future, wow, easy task
Maybe it won't work again, because simply i keep giving up and chasing you after
Maybe it won't work, you don't feel anything and give up everytime you don't get what you want
For me chosing the hardest thing to get, is like hereditary, in my genes allright!
And i know, i mean i know, everyone is after you, why would you care anyways?
And everytime, i have no place in my heart for another girl, loyal or what is it for exactly?
You all get it, yeah, seen as desperate and lonely, that's why i win every girl around, thanks for mockery
Oh, i really know what's next, yeah, great
I fucked up, impatient and not playing games
Fuck!
Good-bye, i guess
