Sakın gitme

Giderek çoğalan kelimelerle yükselen cümlelerim
Sesler birbirine karıştıkça anlamsızlaşan çığlığım gibi
Yalnızlık bedenime yerleşiyor istemesem de
Tek başınayım tüm dostlarımın arasında birdenbire
Açık kapıları kırmaya çalışıyorum
Ve seni özlüyorum, seni kaybettiğimde hayalini özlediğim gibi
Diğerlerinden neden farklı olduğunu bilsen
Geride bırakılanlardan, ileride tanışılacaklardan öte
Yalanların bir gün ortaya çıkması olası ama sırlarım ruhumda saklı merak etme
İnanmasan da, güvenmesen de, kalmasan da yanımda
Aşkım, sevgim, minnet borcum senin gözlerinin kutsallığında
Ve veya yok cümlelerimde
O şu yok küçük yorgun kalbimde
Ayrı, farklı, inanması zor ama ışıklarla dolu olan senin yüce gülümsemende
Güzelliğin kalbimi parçalıyor, bakışların her şeyi ama her şeyi yerine yeniden oturtuyor
Sakın gitme ve kal benimle
Garip, olsa her anım işkence, ayaklarım peşimde
Gecenin sonu, yıldızların içinde parlayan umudun bir zerresinde
Gecenin sonu, hayallerin ölümü ve senin gerçekliğinin yükselişinde
Hiç terk edilmediğin gibi eskimedin de
Gitme, sakın gitme, yollar var yürüyeceğimiz yaşamak için ölümüne

#884

je suis qui j'étais

İhanet

Sadakatin bittiği yerde sırların kapısı dönüşür yalnızlığın kalesine

Niyetlerin anlamsızlığında saygısızlığın derinlerinde kaybolursun ölmüşçesine

Haklı olmanın peşinden koşarken kendini kaybetmişçesine

Unutmuşsun eski yenilgilerini ve hiç girmediğin savaşları kendi kendine

Sus ki, susayım, kaçan uykularımla yaşarım seni yerle bir edeceğime

Sadakatin yeri sırların kalbindeyse, üstün saygı sadece haddini bilene

Evrenin her noktasını kaplayan Allah'ın verdiği hür iradeyle

Başladığı gibi bitti bu iş, geri dönülmezleriyle

#883

Miss you too

 It began with sunrise
 Even before i woke up
All day, i kept sinking deeper
I didn't have a clue why it was
All day, i kept feeling lower and lower
Hard to figure out why
All i had dots, endless dots
It was simple - and - complicated
Now, i know
Now, i know why
Now, i know even why's why

#882

Kiss me now

The stories i heard so far with the words i couldn't believe in

Four letters, i claimed that defines my life, long i stopped hearing

Is this true? (true love?)

After all can you be real, in this moment we live, well, now?

Every sunrise, you're more beautiful than before, so i wait for tomorrow

Every sunset, i love you even more, so i pray for tomorrow

Even if my heart can't take it to witness your beauty, stay with me

Even if your love is for just a day or a moment only, let it be

I wish this was a line to let it all ryhme

 But 34 years now from the day i couldn't cry

At last, i saw your eyes in mine

Happy now, happy this way for the first time

Along with tears of joy and a song that makes us smile

Something new for me, is this how it feels like?

Kiss me now

Kiss me just for once

Wow, this is how it feels like!

Kiss me one more time
Kiss me

Kiss me for the rest of my life

Kiss me
Easy to find me in after life
Keep kissing me

Kis...
Kiss m...
Forever in a dream we live
Ki.. ss..
K... is... s...
Your lips on mine
K.. k... ss.. i.. e.
...

#881

😘😘k😘I😘😘😘ss😘😘😘😘😘😘m😘😘E😘

The Queen who rules my world, owns my soul and kisses me whenever she likes

Diving into the same sea that i had drown

You're the one who killed me and revived

The light of life you're

Not about the heaven i see in your eyes

Not about the hell you set me on fire

Unique we become

Not about your looks that freezes the time

Not about the desires that trembles the mind

This time it's different

The wings you gave me to make me survive

The wings grow even wider to protect you from any harm

A dream you call "us"

The love is born - you're unaware of the miracle you gave me

The love is reborn - i'm unaware of the gravity that pulls me

Reign of the queen has begun

#880

Between the moment i saw you and the moment i confess that i truly love you, yes, i love you so much

One way left between many this is my exit

One person chosen only, one person above all, it's my destiny

One sentence silenced all my thoughts, it's like a distress call in my ears

Something ordinary can't make someone feel this way

Someone extraordinary can make everything allright

Somehow i was afraid before, not anymore, say no more

Cause this time it's different and i love you

Cause i miss nothing but your eyes and again i love you

Cause i want to forget everything kills me but you and again and again i love you 

I found the exact moment in all my lifelines where i want to be forever

In that milisecond nothing hurts, nothing worries me, nothing can stop me ever

In the same spot i am, everybody walking by me, remember?

You were the one appeared after hours

You weren't real, i wasn't either

You never said you liked the flowers, i never said stay with me forever

How did you make me fall in love with you in a matter of hours

I couldn't believe my eyes, was that really you?
I didn't sleep even a second, already dreaming next to you

Now, i gotta make it happen, to be happy and to make you happy
I want to, i need to, i have to

#879

🤍

Brave commander in an empire of love found peace

Like flames around an iceberg

You won't melt, i won't go out

#878

🐻