lost & gone
Strings of days
From every breath to all mistakes
Gone deep inside your life
I need to reverse that specific turn you made
My life line changed with her disappearence
You don't have to live that dark experience
All set, i'm yours, you're mine
A lot of years to come until i realize
Unable to sleep, this is just a dream and i couldn't see it even for once
#905
æ | ...
Drown in a sea of possibilities
In a complicated map with all the difficulties
Every ship of mine sailed for the same harbour
Every one of them sank in a distant location, no wonder
Nobody heard their screams, all lost in the deep, black water
You were the harbour, you were my destination
New calculations with old hopes, some prayer and meetings with the same destiny
New routes i found, new ways to lose and maybe new reasons to cry
Now, it's not too late, all i need is a mighty graveyard
It's the only way out, flames, fires and clouds of smoke, death of my own heart
Not a simple chance you gifted, no reason for you to stay and fight
Finally, i heard the lies, i saw the truth and shut my mouth
#904
æ | pain no gain
Karşımda değildin ne de yanımda
Merak ettiğim bir çok soru yanıtsızsa da
Eminim yalanlarına
Sen yoksun, sen yoksan isimsiz hislerin de yok, ilişkimiz de
Su damlalarının, kar tanelerinin zarifliğine hayran, güneşin doğumunda her ışık hüzmesinde umut bulan
Ruhumun boğulduğu sel, her yanımı yıkan çığ, ve gittiğin an içime dolan karanlık gece bir yana
Hüznün hükmü başladı, gözyaşlarıyla ve hayatım sensizliğin başlangıcında
#903