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From scratch


 Trapped
In chains
A castle without doors

Find a way out
Otherwise
Nothing worth will remain to defend

You were wise
Be bold this time
A much better world out there


Bright little star


In branches of a beautiful tree
I saw the order in chaos
I found the answer of the biggest question
No happiness before gratitude

Key of life is not wanting
It's not searching or even researching
Accepting & understanding
Everyone & every little thing

If you have still sorrow ruling your heart
Let it flow through
Let it rain upon you
The light will find a way

As guide you before
Will lead once more
And believe me
Victory is always in hope


Gravity pulling me back to the ground

As my unhappiness sensed thousands miles away
I'm becoming the monster i'm afraid of
Even though you have the right hand
Sometimes you always lose
It's hard to understand i know
But i wanna die young
I wanna be lost and never found
Sometimes i stumble
Somehow i fall
And it hurts like never hurt before
I wanna disappear like never existed
No memories of me anyone had
That way i will be happy and you won't cry at all

Büyük ihtimal



Paris sokaklarında onu aradıgım gibi
Bugün Istanbul'da seni aradım
Ve bir o kadar anlamsızdı yaptıgım

Seni sevmeyende ısrar etmek
Ne kadar aptalcaysa
Risk almamak da öyle

Ben aglarken
Neden mutlusun bensiz

Anlayamam
Anlatamam

Ellerim baglı artık
Ne yapsam


The Art of Losing


I always loved the Rain
When people running away from

I am stucked at Night
When all of them waiting for the sunrise

Beginning to think sorrow is more precious
Happiness is just a spring breeze

In the end
Here i am
The Master in the Art of Losing

Bitkin


Sonsuzluga giden yolda
Istedigim sadece iki kelamdı
Bir gün bir söz belki de
Birlikteligin daimligine

düz yazı

Hep merak ediyordum neden o gün yok yere rüyalarıma konuk oldugunu
Hala merak etsem de
Ve hayatım boyunca yanıtını bulamayacak olsam da
Simdilerde daha çok neden artık seni görmedigimi merak ediyorum
Yüzünü
Asaletini hala unutmadım
Görsem tanırdım
Konuk degilsin artık rüyalara
Garip

Artık onu da göremez oldum
Senden önce sadece o misafirimdi
Mutlu görürdüm onu
Bazen tam tersi
Günümü onun zihnimdeki görüntüsü belirlerdi

Seni gördüm yok yere
Bir anlam çıkarmaya çalıstım
Sonuçsuz kaldı her sey
Umutsuzluk kapladı gögümü yeniden
Yagacak bir damla yagmura esir kaldım

Not
Bir baska rüya daha
2 Temmuz sabahına

Still searching for the One only One


I prayed to God
Don't make me blind over love
Still a weak soul i am

I praise Allah
Made me saw the reality
Awaken i am

Her rüyana aldanma



Senin uzak bakislarin
Soguk tavırların
Sende kalsın
Olurların

Tanımadıgını sevemezsin



Ne sensin sevilen
Ne sensin üzülünen
Asık olmayı seviyorum
Makus kaderime kırgınım ben



"Ana Criado - So Much Of Me Is You" from album "Ever True"

Kimbilir



Belli ki bir hayır vardı ki
Sana geldim
Ama hizmetkar miydim
Sahip mi
Kimbilir

Belki sana gerekti
Biraz güven bir ders belki
Veya bir tutam cesaret
Bana lazım idi
Kimbilir

Birbirimize uygun muyduk
Yazılmıs mıydık
Degildik belli ki
Ask bir daha bizi bulur mu
Kimbilir



Nowadays love is worthless, somehow satisfaction is all there is



I freed myself
From the prison you put me in
I'm smiling again
Oh God
What a nice world to live in

I will tell everyone
Don't ever love again
You're her toy after all
When she said she's not in

Sükrüne sükür hesapsız bin sükür


Bu sefer ordumu dagıtmayacagım
Ask ugruna fethettiklerimi bırakmayacagım
Gece bitti sonunda
Güne kavusturan Allah'a sükürler ola

One and only


I chose you somehow
Whatever you call it
My subconscious maybe
My soul if you are a believer
My heart if you can hear

When i dreamed us together
I thought i find the joy of life after all those years
With you
Everything seemed easier
With you
A new world within me became possible

But in the end
I will destroy what i built
Cause without you
I'm more powerful
Without you
My life is more meaningful

Time to go , there's so much to conquer


Time to face the reality
Against all odds
It's well played
And lost well enough

Time to give up on you
If there was a slight chance
To make dreams come true
It's already gone far away

Time to tell you
The words you won't understand
I promise myself
I won't love again

Time to move on
There's still so much to learn
So much to do
Not everything about you


Take a risk, take a chance, make a change



À ma belle qui n'est plus la mienne

Was asleep
Was in great agony
Crawling in pain

You woke me up
And took my hand
Made me feel alive again
We were talking like crazy

You said it's so dangerous
I said i'm risking it
You were silent
I said it's ok not to be the perfect love

You apologized for something
I didn't understand back then
I see clearly nowadays

You ran away
Whatever happens ma belle
Have a beautiful life

Tell your beautiful children
Once you wanna love somebody
But couldn't dare to
Tell them he said no problem
Just take care



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Yoyo



Sorry for causing you pain
Maybe we shouldn't begin
Something we can't finalized

You enlighten my day so many times
Still can't forget your beautiful smile
That you were always trying to hide

You were so far away
So many seas drift us apart
I know i should have more courage

Questions were bigger than answers
Even the possibility of happiness
Was not enough

Don't get sad over me
I'm just another guy
Who has hunger to be loved




The risk you're not taking is the chance you don't even consider using



Maybe after sometime
Long after you took the easy way out
You will regret not paying attention to a boy
A boy who got in your way

You are just a girl keep appearing in his dreams
A girl idealized by his means
Maybe he's better off after all
A dream to catch is more than a night to live in


Joy is still more than the pain



An unforgettable look
A noble beauty i've never seen before
A meaning in your eyes i can't go beyond

You have no mercy
You don't give any chance
Pushing me to the end of the cliff
Slowly
One step at a time

I'm pretty sure i'm not the one
A stubborn devil who trusts no one
But you are walking still like an angel in my heartline

I'm begging you dear
Don't let them steal your heart
Cause they'll break again
 And
You will be even more afraid to love again



Distant


Distant as she should be
My heart stopped like it used to be
Something is wrong
Something is missing
Not an exit nor another way
No winners in this lonesome story


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N'olur


Olmayacak duaya amin demeyelim
Eyvallah da
Neden olmasın, biri de bana anlatsın
Hayırlı degilse degil n'olur
Burnum sürtülse de sonunda
Bir kez rüyalar gerçek olsa 
Bir defa baksan gözlerime 
Bir an kavuşsa ellerim ellerinle
Dokunsa dudaklarım dudaklarınla
Içten bir konussak, anlatsak anlamasak n'olur



Ümit


En uzun gecenin ardında en kısa gün saklı
Ama gecenin hükmü elbet bitecek
Günes her gün biraz daha erken dogacak
Umutların arttıgı gün bugün
Korkma sakın, basını önüne egme artık
Karanlıgın hükmünün bittigi gece
En uzun gece, en uzun gündüzün habercisi

#love #nomore #nowayout

If i can, i had to stop writing. 
I need to forget and let you go...
Eger becerebilirsem, yazmayı bırakmalıyım. 
Unutmam ve seni aklımdan çıkarmam gerek...

Once more


In the end
We hear what we wanna hear
We deceive ourselves once more

We love unconditionally
We fell in love in the most senseless way
And we try once more

Who have found the beloved
Show me someone absolutely happy
Not me
Probably not you
So let's dream once more

www.facebook.com/emmahewittofficial



"Emma Hewitt - Colours" from the album "Burn The Sky Down"

"If u had this time again, would u do all the same?
I wonder, or, would i?"



Gods want poem!


Best rejection ever made
Best torture ever endured
Was by you

From best of the worst
From a lover to a loved one
From a coward to a shy one

Is there any other way
Is that all we got
Is it the end already

Tell me something
Shout if you can
I just wanna hear your voice again






Unut beni, Vazgeç benden, Hayırlısı Allah'tan



Bir rüyaya kandım
Bin rüya gördüm

Nedendir bilinmez
Destansı asklardan sana savruldum

Ve artık
Yoruldum inan

Bıktım usandım olmazlardan
Iki senede bir ugrayan masallardan

Bir anı çok gördün bize
Soldurdun tüm gülleri Yeldam


10/06/1990


26/6/1951 - 21/1/1950

Ölüm yegdir bana
Kabir kavusmak sizinle
Kalabalıklasıyorsunuz gitgide
Biz burada yalnızlasıyoruz
Yaslanıyoruz ama unutamıyoruz

Her aksam degil ama
Bazı bazı aglıyoruz
Neye yarar beklemek ölümü
Neye yarar dilemek ölümü
Azrail bile unutmus hüznümü

Broadway'den hala nefret ederim
Her gördügümde öfkelenirim
Ivriz
Yokolusum
Direnemeden her seyimi kaybedisim

29/5/1979 - 13/04/1983




No light

À la belle mystérieuse

There's no light in the darkness
I see nothing but you
There's no hope in the night

Stars smile upon me

When you're not there
Sun prevails to remind me you're somewhere else
Still you're someone else
Someone else



Bir zaman, bir sehir, bir sevgili

Yıkılsam önünde
Anlamazsın
Yücelsem gözlerinde
Anlatamazsın



Tüm bestekarlar
Tüm sairler saskın
Nasıl sevilmezsin
Laneti nasıl bozamazsın

Sevilen itler olur
Yigitler harcanır

Bosuna hayal etme
Bu düzen bozulmus bir kere
Bosa geçen yılların ardırdan
Rüyaların kabusun olur


?


everyone of us get what she/he deserves
is that me not good enough for you
or
is it you not good for me

born in the wrong age



i told everyone i know
what's not happened between us
they call me obsolete
i wasn't the man of this new world
what if
i'm not searching somebody from this age

Oyunsa oynamıyorum, yalansa istemiyorum

Bana kalırsa baska bir enayi bul
Kanacak bakıslarına
Gönlümü oyuncak ettirmem
Senin gibi saskınlara
Iyice eglendiniz umarım
Sovumuz bitti sonunda





Kim


Kim oldugunu unutan gezginler
Yolunu kaybetmis dervisler gibi
Kül olmus yüregim
Çaresiz asıklar gibi






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