As my unhappiness sensed thousands miles away
I'm becoming the monster i'm afraid of
Even though you have the right hand
Sometimes you always lose
It's hard to understand i know
But i wanna die young
I wanna be lost and never found
Sometimes i stumble
Somehow i fall
And it hurts like never hurt before
I wanna disappear like never existed
No memories of me anyone had
That way i will be happy and you won't cry at all
I'm becoming the monster i'm afraid of
Even though you have the right hand
Sometimes you always lose
It's hard to understand i know
But i wanna die young
I wanna be lost and never found
Sometimes i stumble
Somehow i fall
And it hurts like never hurt before
I wanna disappear like never existed
No memories of me anyone had
That way i will be happy and you won't cry at all