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Ultimate dream


Wanting something ordinary
What all thinks others has
Which no one ever had
"Happiness and a peace of mind"
With one with a beautiful smile
With somebody extraordinary
With someone looks like another
But she's one like no other

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If


If no one talks about love
Is it forgotten?
If i don't think about you
What will remain?
If i don't see your face
Will my heart stop?
Too many ifs i got
When will all end?
If i don't write
How is it gonna end?

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You & me


You & me
Meeting every day
With different things in our mind

You & me
Two souls meeting every night
Dreams are all we have

You & me
Just an illusion
Gathered to solve the mysterious conclusion




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Aynısının tıpkısı


Bir güzeli
Bin kisi ister de
Bir kisi alır
Ama bazen
Bir güzeli
Bir kişi bilir
Bir kisi
Görür güzel seni
Sen illa
Bin istersin

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How


They don't think my love
Is it why everyone is happy
Behind their senseless eyes
There is so much weight
Over their fragile shoulders
They don't care about

Void


Void conquers my mind
Silence in my ears
Void most of the universe
Is that why there are so little things to live for

Rush


In a hurry
Like there is an important job to do
In rush hour
Everyone is getting late
Some late for work
Some late for some TV
All late for a life
They already have



Rüyalar seninle güzeldi


Küçük bir umuttun
Ki sen en güzeliydin
Basit bir kadındın
Ki sen en gizemlisiydin

Kesfetmek isterdim
En azından gördügümü
Bilmek isterdim
Sezdiklerimi

O gülüsü bana da bahsetsen ne olurdu
Birkaç adım atsaydık
Biraz kossaydık
Yorulunca dururduk inan
Sonrasında devam ederdik
Seninle yorulmazdım
Hayaller sensiz yetim

Gecmisi bir geçe


Geri dön zaman
Yasat yeniden
Eskileri

Gözlerinden göster beni
Nasıl baktıgımı
Nasıl sevdigimi hissedeyim

En sevdigim hayalimi
Yeniden yasat bana
Sakin uyandirma beni

Beraber dolasalim
Anilar sarayinda
Bir anlik mutluluk ver

Sual sorma
Ona da sorgulatma
Asiklar diyarinda gezdir beni



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-Aslolan Aşktı
-Gerisi Teferruat

Colorful


Even better than discovering a new earth
For human kind
Seeing your glow when you saw me
For a new world
Wondering how we will laugh about the story you tell
In my dreamy mind
Looking like you had it all
In your beautiful heart

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Estamboul


Painting something new
With the beautiful color she has

Building something real
With the cheerful smile she has

Writing something new
With the melody she embraced

Creating something real
With the hope she gave

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How where when


Road
I can get along

Miles
I can pass by

Smile
I can go far

Love
I can fight for

Hope
I can live by

Meet me
Where your Sun meets my Sky

Meet me
When your heart had time

Miss me
Where i am not

I'll miss you
Till you're not mine

I'll have patience
She will come

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...


Deceived by a dream
A dream i've seen
Was that real
Is that what's really happening

Guided by a dream
A dream i've been told
Love like no one ever has
It's the only meaning



Tribute to Amelia
Ram feat Susana - Ramelia

Ram wrote this masterpiece for his wife who passed away

Forever Love


Far


Near could be far
Like
Far can be near sometimes

A sweet voice
Can be heard

Hearts
Could be broken

And this song
Might be interrupted

The Muse


A muse
Easy to find
Hard to convince
And
Impossible to have by your side

How can you know
How can you see
It's the garden of eve
Which you imagine
In fact a prison built for yourself




Still


Touching the line
&
Still not crossed

Leaning towards you
&
Still not being touched

Being in love
&
Still not broken

Ending it somehow
&
Still waiting you to come



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Hope springs eternal


A smile
Makes The Sun insignificant

A voice
Silences birds singing

An eternal dream
Shared by all human beings

Careless
Watching everything falls apart

Hopeless
Looking for someone in the crowd

Wordless
Hope springs eternal



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Inan


Isyansız deli gönül
Gel demez gidene
Ol demez yitene

Inan degdi aglamaya
Ve senin gul yuzune katlanmaya
Bir rüyaya aldanmama

Kanayan yuregim dayan
Gecer bugünler de elbet
Bitmez tükenmez gibi kederler

Handle with care


If battle
in retreat

If war
i am not in

if game
not playing

better to stay
than
go to heaven

better to be safe
than
a shipwreck

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it's not you, it's me -for real-

No one closes all the doors
Claimed opened they are

Highly unlikely
To win someone's heart
When you intent not to give yours

Overcoming fears for a moment
Don't prove i am brave
When i avoid the hit

Who hurt me like that?
I don't know
When i became that wounded?

I wish
I didn't saw all that
I wish
I would be ignorant
Of you, myself and the world within

Perception

See like one sees
Nobody can

With all the right words
Not get one really mean

Try to look behind the mirror itself
Am i there?

Seni mi hep kırarlar, yoksa sen mi kırılırsın?

Duymak istemeyene
Anlatamam
Bilmek istemeyene
Ulasamam
Nereden bilirsin ki
Senin derdin büyüktür
Hiç dinledin mi
Deger verdin mi
Soracak kadar
Sormak yetmezdi
Gelecek kadar

Tale of the sky


Not like my father
Nor my grandfather
Not this time


Will burn that tree
Won't make it kill me
Won't leave until fly 


Cause you all deserve the sky
Cause you all above other
Cause you all lift another

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The Game


No matter what
Don't afraid to lose the game
It's overtime if not won
It's good to be even playing
Not for glory
Not for the score
Only cause you had to


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"Es ist nur Film, es ist alles konstruiert
aber es schmerzt trotzdem"


http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0366943/?ref_=fn_al_tt_1

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Like the deserts miss the rain


Loving the unknown
Losing my mind
On a possibility

Desiring nothing
Losing myself
In you

Listening every sound
Losing the sense of reality
On a dream

Giving up on love
Losing everything
In me



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My sassy girl

building a bridge of chance for beloved

Nothing left to do
You were my twin flame or not
I have nothing more to do
Maybe
One day
One of your friend
Will tell you about a good boy to introduce
Maybe if
We're destined to meet
It will be me
Or even better
Maybe
I can accidentally
Meet you again by chance
In a world of 7 billion
In a city of 18 million
I'll let God decide
From now on
Let God make it happen
If you're on his plans
Let God prove
If my dreams are real



My Sassy Girl - 2001
http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0293715/?ref_=nv_sr_2
Watch the Korean made, the original
I watched again today
And
It really help me decide
If that's a non-sense love story i have
It must have a non-sense ending as well
And now
Set me free
The Longest Night

***

Edit: Still hard to believe after i wrote this we coincidentally and accidentally met
and i was totally shocked that night Yet she ignored even seeing me
I stood still shout OMG that's her! That can't be happening!
It was magical back then and kept me from sleeping
My feet led to her again yet she was in total ignorance
Enjoying the view and enjoying how i was in pain
Glad to entertain you back then
Proved me once again she ain't worth anything
Yet i tried once again
And now i'm liberated from the dreams i had seen
The Why of Y imprisoned to be a little secret between me and universe
Hey universe i'll ask you directly this one
 Hope you'll answer
Don't direct me to The Void it's silent
I hate silence!



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Rüyalarımın kadını Hayallerimin ülkesi

Ask'a Asik Asikkoylu Tekin'oglu der ki

Yıkma kendini

Bırakma yüregini bu azgın sele
Gün gelir unutulur
Tüm büyük asklar
Kalbim kaskatı
Ruhum ölü
Aklım sende kalırsa
Ömrüm kısa olur


it's dark again

it's dark again
the longest night yet to come
love is like the depression itself
disrupting my reality

worth praying
worth trying
undecided even
worth living

a suicide won't solve this
still it's happening
not killing myself
only my desire to live

it's dark again
i thought my longest night was over
well
it's not



Love never came


Not about you or her
All about me
My life
My story
My lifeline
Which lacks one
For one
I can live for
For one
I can forget all before

Use your heart


The moment i gave up
Thought it will be easier
Sadness came along
Resides in my mind for now
At least
You didn't hide one picture of yours
Helps me keep on writing
Helps me not forgetting

Can i ?

Not for a long time



I hope you could all feel the energy in this song

Silencio



they say a short melody made a great song
a word is merely enough for a good poem
an unbreakable smile you had
it was like coming home
the peaceful look in your eyes
felt like something missing in my life
a little spark burned my whole world
and you were the only rain i was hoping for



-Mr. Smart Pants
"Dreams burn in the ashes are gold"
Kings of Convenience 24-25


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Keske


Bekledigim o son
Hiç gelmeyecek gibi
Aynı senin imkansızlıgın gibi

-Sorry gotta write sometimes in my native language
It tells the story better cause love -Aşk- is a different story than you could imagine.
For example, the love for a friend/family member is "Sevgi" in Turkish, the affection for the beloved is "Aşk". Also the heart is normally "Kalp" but there's "Gönül" which is independent of your body, but "Gönül" loves not the heart. "Gönül" goes for who she/he wants. Turkish is not very rich in words typically i mean. But when we are talking about feelings, you need it. Poetry loves it. Also there's "kısmet" and " nasip" but they are a whole different story... Let's save for another time... Or let's get it done.
"Nasip" is what u will get by your destiny, which/who u r destined to.. But u gotta take a step forward even it is written. So get up, move lol, take a chance... "Kısmet" is mainly the same thing, but destiny is your "Kader". And "Kısmet" is used for the chances something to be realized also. I like the term "Gönül" the most, cause we are not made of bones & muscles anyway. The soul commands it all.
Be safe & Take care
I talked too much to the void tonight anyways

The why


You are something to forget about
Which i can't do it by myself


You are the harbor
Never reached

The fairytale
Never told

Still
You are the dream
I care about

So sad
That you shut all the doors
 You could be the queen i was searching for

Or simply
You could be the girl
"The crush"
Which will turn into stardust
When spoken for the first time


Still the question remains why are you in my dreams?
The why i can't figure out
There were others
Which they care about
There were others
I so strongly claimed
They are the love of my life
You are still a nobody
That i dream about
For God's sake
Why?

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Still writing down
When i am gonna learn
When i m gonna change
Never
I think
Some hopeless romantics stay as they are

-With Love
-Wherever you are

No more fooling around I need you



im trying to not to look at you
don't want to remember you
still 
in an unexpected moment 
i see you
and
it makes me feel the same
i wonder
with all that lies around
why you can't be my truth



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Far enough to not to dive into the waves


An attempt to get away
Like we can

Going after the impossible
To get rid of another
Like i can succeed

Somebody to look forward to
And a deception in my mind
Which gives concellation
Like you are the one

In the end
The reason we are
Is to live a dream
Which becomes real in your eyes
Like you will turn night into a beautiful morning

Someone else
Somewhere else
And something precious
Which none of us can have
Do you dream hun?
Do you dream of the last man standing?


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Always in love
Always with you

So you are


Fortunately
In this lonely world
A smile like yours exist
I could resurrect if i was dead
Recover from the worst disease i had
With your smile
With that pure look u have
Maybe we could
We could one day
Give hope to a lost one
And just maybe
Make impossible a reality
Somehow



Always in love
&
Victory is always in hope

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Blue & Black

Cutting the cord tonight
&
Wishing for the last time

To make it happen
To fall in love with me


For another page in life

It's time

To close this one
To write for the last time
To end this melancholy



One famous love song says
"It is impossible to see you if i haven't got my dreams"

So let's make a deal

Don't

Don't ever get in mine
Even if you did
Don't make me remember your face
Don't make me live in a dream you're not sharing


-Always in love
-In the end, a dream love is

Dile



Bekle
Çözüm beklemekse

Bekleme

Git
Gönlün isterse

Gitme


Vakit dolana dek

Içme

Gel
Her kimsen

Gelme

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Anchor



Unresolved issues
Unrealised dreams
Like an equation seems impossible to solve
An unmet desire
A question mark on my board
Dancing in my mind
With me
To the infinity




kelimeleri zorla koyuyorum ardarda hepsi senin zorunla



Sarkılar sana yazılsa
Sen anlamasan da
Sevildigini bilmeseydin
Gönlümdeki yeterdi
Siir yazmama






undeserved

"The fact is you deserve to read all but who has the guts to tell you:
-I'm the poet writing all"

All at once
All for one
Hopes for one
For hopes to die for

Longing


 Perfect possible
Only in mind
Love eternal
When far

Not about being perfect though
Or being destined for

All i want words you made up
The break everybody want

A pause from reality
Didn't we deserve all

laissez-liberez

Light everthing on fire
On fire what you have

Let disease in
Bleed if you must

Pain there will be
Before everthing fits in

Salvation is in not being
In not loving the dream

Whistle me the words

Someday for sometime
Somebody for someone

In eternity i exist
Thereby words pour in


Euphoria

Ever felt it
In your veins

Everything was right
Nothing to worry about

Can't recall
Maybe that moment

When looked at me
Like amazed

Remember
 I lowered my eyes

Sorrow changed to pain
Tears became my remedy

Key of life


No door locked
Always apart
I saw the light
An exit for someone

Holding the wrong key
In the wrong doorstep maybe
I'm not lost
That's how it's gonna be

Darkness again
Need compass
Show me the stars
I lost my way while in search of a sunrise

Sky Blue

Famous cure
Treatment of heart disease
Not seeing her
Not looking into her eyes
Far where she is
Doubtful who she was

Dim the lights

It's about what you're looking for
And who wants somebody like you
Sometimes we just need to stand still
And realise nobody's worth chasing for
In the end there's the possibility
Even you got what you want
You can't have it forever
By the time it slipped away
You may not notice
Isn't it the hardest
Being in a relationship with someone
Yours on paper
But
Has someone else in their heart

~
So don't believe in persistence
In the end it can lead to nowhere
~

I want somebody who wants me too
Who loves back
Who cares
And
Who is not you

By the way
I was the prize
Who were you

The one
The dream
The girl of my dreams

Owh don't make me laugh
She's humble in every way
She's beautiful in every aspect

She's not a dream character as you are
She's real

I hope she will find me soon
It's getting darker here

Forever with love
Forever in love

His


 Dinletemiyorum sözümü
Içimdeki sese
Haykırıyor
"O bir hayalden öte"

Do you dream?


I live
For purpose

I pray
Power lays within

I keep writing
To be heard

I loved you
To feel alive again

I try to forget
A dead-end you became



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#0

 Beklemek anlamsızca
Bir bakısı
Bir gülümsemeyi

Hayal etmek
Bilmeden kelimelerini
Duymadan güzel sandıgım sesini

Seni sevdigini iddia etmek
Birlikte o yolda yürümeden
Tutmadan ellerinden

Seni rüyalarda görmek
Neyin nesi ki
Sair olasım mı geldi

One sweet day

Waiting something to happen by myself
A thunder may strike into your heart
And you may think about me

Somehow for a moment only
You live a brighter day
A day with me

I don't want anymore pain
Won't surrender to the hope
In a life without you

When
Where
I don't know

Wanna look at your eyes
Tell me your story
There is only you and me


love in vain - love in pain

"Decide that you want it more than you are afraid of it"
-Bill Cosby


Bir sonraki sarkı ikimizin olsun dedigimde
Yine seni en çok düsündügüm parça çıkıyor
Ve hala içimden senin yanına gelmek geliyor
Herhalde bu kadar rezil olmamıstım kimse için
Sevmistim çok ama böyle sürünmemistim
Istemistim çok ama bu kadar hasret kalmamıstım



"Here is my secret. It is very simple: It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye"
- Antoine de Saint Exupéry

Above the clouds



Stay humble
Where everyone is showing off

Burn all the masks you have
When everyone is hiding something from

Don't look other faces for self-satisfaction
Where everyone is playing one another

Be selfless
It's not a zero sum game

Thank God in every step
Where nobody is happy where they are

It's hard you know
Staying yourself
When everything changes

It's difficult than it seems
To know where to stop
To get what matters most

But it's precious
To feel that you're that man again

You reversed the time
You corrected what's wrong

Fell in love again
Cried so hard once more

You saw the edge of the world
And came back again

Lost so many battles along the way
Thankfully this war never ends

In the end
You became what you wish for

At last you won!
At last you are back!





Nothing to lose




Lift off
From where you are hiding
It's time to spread your wings

Fly away
If there's nothing to lose
Aim the sky

Go where the sun rises
It's time to break the rules
Is there any




Son hakkında



Kendi kendime hep
Neden insan hayır der ki dedim
Esas soru
Neden evet desindiyki oysa
Risk alınmadan mutluluga erisilemez diyordum
Oysa riskli bir hamlenin getirisinden emin olmalı insan
Anlıyorum neden uzak kaldıgımızı
Anlamak istemiyorum
Biliyorum beni istemedigini
Kendime hatırlatmaktan korkuyorum
Ve inan ki senin gerçeklesmeme ihtimalini bile
Hayatımdaki tüm güzellerden daha çok seviyorum

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Ha ilkbahar ha sonbahar


Tersleyecek gibi baktıgında dahi
O huzurlu gülücük gizli yüzünde

Benim gördügüm
Bildigim baska

Senin hissettigin
Sezdigin bambaska

Tüm çiçekleri baharın senin olsun
Sen baharı ol sevdiginin

Seni hakeden
Senin olsun

Farketmez benim için
Saglık olsun



"Ölen hayvan olur asıklar ölmez"

Ali Asker - Yarab bu ne derttir

It's not you it's her

I don't want someone
I know what i want
I decided already
I chose consciously

I want her in my life
Even the most beautiful girl can ask me
I would still say
No

Now it's her time
Who worth waiting for
I can't know how much time it would take
Or how many poems she could get

I don't want anyone
I want the one
What seemed right
Who i believed



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pax orienta


Eastern peace is a dream nowadays
From all that history all that wisdom what remains is only conflict
We don't tolerate our differences we want everyone to be alike
So there is no stability around here
We gave respect and took dishonor instead
We traded kindness for hatred
A new beginning i dream
A new value centered mankind
From disbelief to enlightenment
And we all know the rule
It all starts with you
And you guess the end
Don't say i am too naive
I chose to be
Do remember
Victory is always in hope

"Always believe in your dreams
because if you don't you'll still have hope"
-Mahatma Gandhi







Rumi #0


"Poetry can be dangerous, especially beautiful poetry,
because it gives the illusion of having had the experience
without actually going through it"
-Rumi

Yeniden sev

Yeniden Sev
Ilk Askı

Yeniden Sev
Gerçek olanı

Bir Ankara sabahı
7 yıl sonra 7. ayın 7. gününde
Armada'da bir yaz kahvaltısı

Sonra Istanbul'dasın
Bir darbogazdayım
Dogru insan
Yanlıs zaman

Sonrası
Bitmek bilmeyen
Rüyalar
Seni mutlu gördügümde aydınlanan günüm
Huzursuzlugunda kararan hayatım

Bosluk
Uçurum belki de
Dibi görünmeyen denizlerde
Binbir güzel gönlümde
Bazıları geldi geçti
Bazısı sadece bir yara izi

Yıllar sonra
Baska bir rüya
Baska bir güzel
Her sey çok anlamsız
Sesi duymadan sessizligi sevilen
Ruhuna dokunmadan gözlerimi ısıldatan

Sana bir ihanet mi
Yoksa beni affettin mi

Yine baska bir rüya
Yeniden hülyalarda

Bir rüya daha
Yeni bir hayal
Oturmalı konusmalı
Anlatmalı anlatılamayanı

Ama iste sans bu ya
Bir  misafir gönlümde
Sadece bir rüya hayalimde

Isin garibi
Mutlu gibi bensiz
Benim kim olduğumu bilmeden
Emin gibi
Istemsiz

Seni göremedigim
Sana yaklasamadıgım gibi
Ona da uzak duracagım artık
Yavas yavas
Unutacagım

Bir sonraki rüyaya kadar
Nefes alacagım

Ama kendime sözüm var
Artık aska asık olmak
Hayallerde kaybolmak
Rüyalarda sizi aramak istemiyorum

Her sey bir rüyayla basladı
Her sey bir rüyayla bitsin istiyorum

Ve inanın
Pismanım
Gelemem bundan sonra

Üzgünüm
Gizemi çözemedigimden
Gidemem bir kez daha