Leap of faith

Pack the things in need
A compass and your love indeed
Leave behind the past and the futures remainings
All the things you collected so far is pain and some suffering
When time comes get on that bus and now you must believe in
Where dreams come true is on the horizon now you must let him
Don't ever forget the things he said how he made you feel
Don't know how don't know why but i did believe him
Storm is over Sun is shining - you have succeeded
Dream on hold on and you will get the life once imagined
If you did know why if you guessed how where is the fun in it
Keep walking look up in the air and go straight to him
There's darkness in every light which did try to fool you
You gotta believe and never let fear in



#NaturalStateIsAStateOfTrance

Rayiç

http://goo.gl/2gzuAy

Razı edebilirdim
Rıza istedim
Elde edebilirdim
Elini istedim

Bir gece vakti bulusmak degil
Sabahı karsılamaktı niyetim
Neyi anladın yar
Niye anlamadın yar

Isıklar

Hiçlikte kaybolan bir ses bizimkisi
Aynı sarkılar ayrık sevdalar
Isıklar içinde dönerken dünya
Ayakta zannettigimiz yıkık saraylarımız var
Çırpınıslar sonucu elimizde kalanların ederi yok
Ümit yenildiyse de sair sustuysa da sehir bagirmaya devam ediyor
Ve biz hiç kimseye bakmazken sizleri arıyoruz

We are victory!

Don't you felt the same way
When we talk time is frozen
Like in a black hole universe is blacken

We are in the same way
Reincarnation through destruction
Omniscience through salvation

We are victory at least now you're free
My heart is where my mind is
My soul is where your heart is

Don't you felt the same way
When i met you everything began to change
Nothing stays the same but for a better version of ourselves didn't we change

Beautiful Romania, wallpaperswide.com

-Mr. Smart Pants

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Sonsuz

Gül dedigin dikensiz
Devir bu sana ben kimsesiz
Yoktu amansızdı gece sessiz
Vardın yoksun gün günessiz

Dumanlar icinde gönül
Sevdim iste onu ince narin bir gül
Gül dedigin her deme layık bir sarıgül
 Isıt içimi sarıl bana ve n'olur yeniden gül

Özler gözler gülüsünü essiz
Umutsuzum korkak gönülsüz
Senin gibi aydınlık askım sonsuz
Yanlıs anlama sakın hikayemiz sonsuz

http://www.belle-et-rebelle.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/11/Eternite%CC%81.jpg

More than

Driven me crazy
Thought i will be on that road cause i was there lately

Love persists hearts broken
Patience depletes people left are they gonna look back

It's not easy to love somebody
You risk too much yet she doesn't know the severity

Love comes when you're not ready
When you're still thinking is he the one, people tend to leave suddenly

Do not blame me
I waited longer than enough

Do not love me
I loved more than enough for both of us

Not saying good bye
Who knows where and when only God knows how to solve this mystery

Fear of losing you

Devil once an angel
Love once something everybody believed in

Am i waiting or slowly walking away
Are you forgiving or slowly forgetting

No one shall know
No one have had noticed

Why because i loved you
How believe me you're safe

I was looking for you while you're not
I was searching for the love of my life while you've given up

It's cold, yet it would be ok with you by my side
It seems hopeless i'd fight to the death with you by my side

Forgive me love i did what i have to
Gifted by wings i've given you yours

I did only because i love you
I did only because i can't lose you

...

No way out

Hard to get in touch with you
Impossible to convince you it's me

Hard to find someone like you
Impossible to make her love me

Impossible became hard
Hard became impossible

And it's how our story ended
And that's how all flowers are dead

https://goo.gl/6myPn4

Now you're gone

It's like building a castle in the sand
A small wave is enough to rock your world
And i can't adjust to this shaky ground

Without you in summer i'm frozen to death
Without you in winter i'm dying over warmth
Without you in a perfect storm i'm lost with your breathtaking beauty

The Red Rose

I keep the devil inside me
Now have no angel to watch over me

Why did i tried to find love in the impossible
Here i am in a pain that nobody would like to see

Feeling dizzy still in absolute agony
A cigarette leads to another still i'm feeling empty

Why did you do that to me you were the hope i find in this cruelty
Why did you left i just loved you truthfully and faithfully

Zaferlerim

http://goo.gl/7hvZmG

Beklemek seni ki sendin sonsuzlugum
Üzülme önemli degil geçer gider susuzlıgum
Gece de söndü gün de soldu bitti ask hikayelerim
Hesabı ödemek bana kaldı bana kaldı bir tek yalnızlıgım
Simdi dönsen baksan ardına görürdün tek kalan sana dogru adımlarım
Kalbim agrıyor zor nefes alıyorum senin sessizligin benim ölümüm
Destansı hikayemizin sonu senin uzaklıgın benim sensizligim

Desperate

I did walk by the streets
I did seek the dream i was seeing

Nothing but tears
Nothing even The Sun not rising

Through glasses of fake beers
Through flowers of Eden i'm still falling

Words lost in the city of darkness
Words incomplete and i'm mourning



The National - England

Original Soundtrack from The Vow (2012)
If i'm not mistaken was a true story, was a true love story!

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1606389/?ref_=nv_sr_1

#369

Dear Void,

I wanna thank you first of all for listening and trying to understand what i meant... I need to rest now, i hope you will understand... I'm broken...
I know, i know that was the risk i was taking to catch the dream i was seeing... I'm not regretful though, i've tried... I've tried for who i believed... for who i've seen in my dreams...

In the end, nothing really matters...
In the end, dreams burn in the ashes of gold...

Chief 

NASA
Gray Wolf

The Pathfinder

The Machine Beast

The Last Jedi Standing
The Wrestler who keeps fighting back because he's always beaten
And as we say in Turkish a wrestler who's beaten seeks another fight

Keep fighting back
We are the goodies
God protect you all!

Thanks again for tuning in
"pax orienta" was a dream
There is no peace or stability in The Middle East anyway

Heads up if you're discouraged
Heads down if you want to be rewarded for being modest

æ | pax orienta

airliners.net

Now "The End" is nearer...

Burn

Do you know patience
Do u know a gentleman who is in love
After last drop glass is full and it's raining like forever
You treated him in a way he didn't deserve

Now he will set fire to the ships they must not sail no more
Now he will set fire to the shipyard they must build no more
Now he will set fire to the fleet bay there must be no other chance
Now he will burn himself there must be no one in his life forever




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Contact for removal: akgunerhan@yahoo.com or google+ account

Yakışan

Black Sea, Romania from wallpaperswide.com

Ne gelirse basına geçer gider
Bir gün biter ömür dünya dedigin ölür gider
Kula başını öne eğmek yakışır

Kimi ölüm der bizim nimet dediğimize
Şeytan işi der dinlediğimize
Bize daha çok okumak yakışır

İsyan, inkar, ısrar sevmez
Eğilemedim vav gibi ama aşıklar durulmaz aşk dinmez
Yenilen aşığa bir daha savaşmak yakışır

Bu dünya fani dünya kahpedir ya felek
Uçsak ne vardı ha bir kartal gibi ha ufak bir kelebek
Rüya görene bizler gibi ayılmak yakışır

Farewell

Gotta leave now
It's time right here right now

Sun gonna come up i know
It's so close i know

How you know sun will rise
Is it really close i'm not sure at all

Gotta go and leave everything behind of me
It's time it's now let go of me



æ | pax orienta

***

#366

instagram.com/wildlifeaddicts

Uçuruma dogru yol alırken
Ask kafesinin içindeyken

Her sey güzeldi senden ötürü
Sen gidersen ben kalırsam veya öbür türlü

Ne fark eder yalnız kalırsam
Bir gün ölüp gidersem

Iyi biri olmam fark eder miydi
Görür müydün bu sefer bilir miydin beni

Gözlerimi egerken öne dogru
Keser miydin önümü

Zannetmem her sey aynı kalırdı
Sönerdi dünya da yeniden baslamazdı

#365

Sular durulduktan sonra
Gelme bosuna
Bitti anlasana

Yıkık sehirleri yok fethedesim
Rüyalar imparatorlugu ayakta varken nefesim
Ne ihtiyaç ne lüks senin teveccühün

Fırtına dinip de sular durulunca
Okyanuslara açılsan ne fayda

Gemilerin limanında kendilerince
Korurken sahilini tükendi sansların güle güle

Poems vs Poems

Do not believe the words i have written
Look at what i have done, am i beaten
Feelings pass by lines follow another
Don't matter what i have felt i repeat you are no any other
I won't quit on you
If God permits i won't quit on you
Don't quit on me yet
That's only what i meant

Mmm

"We will drink that Lipton!"
Mine with no sugar, you are sweet enough!



-Mr. Smart Pants

Adiós

Searching for love but i sure don't need
Insisting on you but living possible without

I'll let hopeless virtual dreams burn
I won't throw the ashes stay on the ground

I don't care who you will belong
Fall to the man who treats you wrong

I lived as one all my life
I will stand alone in my whole life

Get this straight
You are the one frightened but i will get out of your sight

So much to say So less to remember

In the end
No one believes it is "the end"

He will come back
He did always came back

Patience has its merits
Like hope had its cost

Unfortunately it's over
For many reasons i can't recover

Everything fades away
And i am forgotten, may i please get away

No one will have me now
I'm the best you never had at least for now

I am lonely still and it only suggests i am unworthy
Not even cared to, now hit harder, i fell sharply in the depths of misery

Güle hasret

Atesten bir yürek gibi
Atesten bir adam
Yürür gibi yalnız durur gibi

Çorak toprakların sahibi
Öfkesi dinmek bilmez
Bu nasıl bir hayat hikayesi

Yorgun elindeki sonsuz bir yenilgi
Yine yeniden acıdır gecenin efendisi
Yaksa dünyayı yanmaz bir kor sevdigi

Alkıslar sana bana bir hiçlik nihayeti
Sel yer gök yagmur hüznün tecellisi
Elleri açık yalvarır yakarır sade bir sona razıydı kalbi

  

Love...

Love...

The great mystery at least some still searching for

People say you need almost three years to forget that girl/boy

in my experience it's in average two years, and yeah happened before

Two or three years you must shut the doors
In darkness, your broken heart may heal

But i gave no guaranty that you will forget that girl/boy

If it's the love of your life
"the girl/boy you missed the most"

i hate to give bad news but, she/he is not gonna be forgotten

It's a shame really, we never actually met

It's killing me that, you never wanted me with your heart 100%

What to do but accept the reality
The fact that every word was for vain
Every effort of mine is dispersed in void

No
I'm not mad at you
You have every right to not to want me



Be safe my love
Be safe

Sibylla

http://goo.gl/4xwD75

Is somebody crying i don't think so dear
World turns allright night is clear

After all those storms, hurricanes and the earthquake
Everything is used to be

It's not about how deep your love is
It's about how you define what love is

I have risen a knight
What you will be now, unique as a tiger or silent as a night

Kingdom of Heaven [2005]
by Ridley Scott

Director's Cut 01h24m00
Before "The Battle of Kerak"

Sibylla: "What becomes of us?"
Ibelin: "The world will decide. The world always decides"

Misery

Am no white nor black
Yet i cry everyday like tripped

Am no hopeless nor alone
Yet i always stood alone

This pain never ends
This broken heart never heals

This is how i insist on finding
This is how i am beaten every time in kneeling

Cinna'mon

How one can imagine what can love offer
How one can grow within and reach out what's magical
It's what we all dreamed "not to suffer"
It's what you gave me "power of truth" it's unbreakable

Love, unexpectedly and coincidentally
You made me what i am, now fighting for my destiny
Love, stay as you are, beautiful as you are
Your soul kept me warm, let's walk beyond eternity



"At last somebody worth loving for, someone worth living for"