Matter of life and death

Felt like i cried all night

Yet i am without any tears

Again and again i thought about us

Yet i can't figure us out

Maybe our dreams is a distant memory

That we will never reach out

With all the things you said and not do
In flames, a sinking ship waiting you

#838

Stars within the dark

If i could travel in time
If i could take back precious years of mine
Knowing already todays losses and pain
With all disappointments and heartbreaks
I think with you
I believe when it comes to you
I'd do it all over again
A minute with you is worth years of suffering
A smile of yours worth all my tears
Wish i could turn back time
And
Do it all over again

#837

Burnout

 Same words used thousand of times
Ran out of every unique rhyme
Same feelings chasing the shadow of mine
All the same i say instead of not fine
Devastated, hopeless and still alive
Why, why, why?
You can't be mine
You won't surrender to love?
Maybe, you'll stay forever on the line

#836

Stargazing

Windy sunset on a hill named after you

Standing by a tree you are, gazing at the horizon

A hidden star, slightly shining for so long

Waiting for to be noticed

Wish it was not so far away

Wish it was the glow in your eyes

Let that lonely star guide your soul, in this endless night

I'll will be always in your sky

 

#835

Uncrossed lives

No wonder what i try to see

In an hourglass i stare

In future i wanna be

Dwelling in old days, old sayings

Missing now in worries

All i have a destination i can't go

A future i can't reach

My mind is fixated to a girl i'll never see

Is like obsession, the twin sister of love

I wish i could give up, move on and let go

My love is so immense, bigger than everything in my world

If i lose you, if love dies, my heart will stop beating

Feels like, there'll be no light, no sound, not even a sign of life

#834

Unheard reproach vs sorrow unseen

I'd rather had endless nights than a bright sky, if you were with me

I'd rather be in hell than heaven, if you were mine

You left me with uncertainty

28 days now

Not even a word, not even a hi back

Are you there?

Are you alive and well?

You're in a fight of a lifetime

I see

Isn't there a room for a shoulder to cry?

Isn't there a chance for someone to hold you in the dark?

Apparently not

You fight alone, you smile and live alone

And

I don't get it, what i am for?

If you don't need me, why you kept me around?

I'm lost

Without you, i'm lost

#833 

Space Love Continuum

 

 

Night is long

For every lover, in trouble

Night is long, will my heart suffer?

Indeed, hope not forever

In every breath i take

In every step i make

You, hidden in my very soul

Me, lost in your memories

Not able to sleep, as i said, night is long

Not able to wake up, dreaming you in a dream

 

#832