1990 ea creative 🔹1997 return : reborn 🔹 2001 helios iii 🔹 2006 pax orienta : aetates obscurae 🔹2023 ⩘ panacea : veda : ada : donanma : vefa : kıta : tacenda ⩗

Unheard reproach vs sorrow unseen


I'd rather had endless nights than a bright sky, if you were with me
I'd rather be in hell than heaven, if you were mine
You left me with uncertainty
28 days now
Not even a word, not even a hi back
Are you there?
Are you alive and well?
You're in a fight of a lifetime
I see
Isn't there a room for a shoulder to cry?
Isn't there a chance for someone to hold you in the dark?
Apparently not
You fight alone, you smile and live alone
And
I don't get it, what i am for?
If you don't need me, why you kept me around?
I'm lost
Without you, i'm lost

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