Ifs and buts

All of my mistakes make me find you
And all of them will make me lose you
While all the Gods are laughing at me
At the same time, they're smiling at me with a great sorrow
Knowing where all paths end, there is no joy left in the discovery of the unknown
Knowing the pain of the memories i will leave in all your hearts
Going to learn what is beyond the sky, while leaving the earth and becoming the earth itself
All i hope that for you to percieve your importance one day
It was difficult to see but eventually you will one day
By a chance or a mistake, you were my last love
Unfortunately, i lost you because of my life full of mistakes
I am extremely sad while the truth keeps me beating up
I'm the one who failed us, scared, wounded and beaten