Three poems in one, Two souls in one or am i the man left behind?

We will never know where our road leads to
Till we walk to its end
We will never know how it feels like
Until we run to each other
Easier for me to stay behind
No risks, no glory and not even a chance of happiness
Is it harder for you
To let someone into your life
Or
Go to your bed lonely at night?

Thought already, deciding soon
Is it a sunset or a sunrise
Am i waiting for the night
Or
Maybe for the first light?

A life sentence is it?
Love died and every dishonest men won?
Love is lost and am i dead?
When all my sentences began with your name as usual
What's my final words will be?
At least i knew her and saw what dreams might be
Or
With her i witnessed all the hopes and all the dreams collided
With her every shattered piece of my heart united forever
...
Everything that mattered before, doesn't anymore
The door for regrets closed forever
Now becomes you
Future will be us