This time it's different

Go, you will anyways
I know you would all along
That's why i was afraid all the time
That's why i couldn't love you like you deserved
I knew, i knew it in my heart
Your kind of miracles only happen once
And
It has never been my turn to live in a heaven in this life
I gambled all, i lost it all, i'm done
Don't worry
This won't feel worse than Dubai
Everybody but me
Every step you took not towards to me
Every breath you took not with me
Not me
...
Strange
I was already lost
And
I was too late
And
I couldn't make myself forget
I wish...
I wish things were...
I wish i was...
...
This time, it's different though
It's forever
Believe it or not
Forever
...
Like a spiral never ending up a circle
Love is forever