One day at a time

 Forever doesn't work well
Be mine just for today
One day at a time
Without thinking where we are going
...
My eyes is hurting, i am sleepless again
Finding refuge one more time in a room full of intricacy
Hiding behind the curtains nobody should see me
Suspense getting longer
Days not ending nights are darker
The wait
Driving at top speed on a dead end street
I see the lanes like i'm stopped already
The time
Disrupted am i still living?
One second i'm sulking the second one i'm smiling
The decision
Making a u-turn or uniting with the wall ahead
All the scenarios we're in, it looks the same
In all the possibilities, no victories, no defeats there is
Between a yes or no, clear is everything
A new page, a new chapter my last novel will have
Or
Emptying the shelves and donating all my library?
...
Stay or leave
Nobody will know for what i'm waiting
You will never guess what i'm feeling
In this war of everything
I'm the only one forsees what's coming
Looking up the sky, storm is approaching
...
Stay
With no fear, no doubt or disbelief
See with your own eyes
The doors i will seal, the walls i will turn into dust
For the most precious things i can ever have
Your eyes, your voice, the love you seek in your very soul
...
Stay
In a random day while we are not looking
I saw you, you choose me
This can't be our ending
I couldn't leave but i didn't stay
You couldn't give up when you fly far away
...
Stay
Not for me but yourself
In your heart you know who am
A promise always be kept, i am not going anywhere
An oath engraved in every step i take till my last breath
I will follow you, i will find a way to be with you even if you push me away
You'll be the only one can decide to forget, to give up or make "us" a dream we had